What people usual will do when New Year’s coming around the corner??? Erm…decorating house, get new stuff / clothing, repaint the house??? For me, seriously I do nothing instead of watching TV program. I’ve got no regrets of asking my mom last time to get Astro! Yet it’s bad also because it keep repeating the shows again and again. Come out with some new shows la….Please…..Don’t ya remember your priority was us – the customers, ASTRO!!!

Well, I’m here to tell you the history of the Lam’s family!!! Wait, I’m just joking. I just know a little bit of it, I guess will know the complete story during the reunion dinner time. Yea, okay…all are busying with the house. There are 3 families moving to their new home (home sweet home). It caused us got a new place to hang out during Chinese New Year, not bad though. New Year = New home to them.

College reopens next Tuesday, holidays going to end soon. Just another year…Any wishes to make for the brand new year??? Academic pass with flying colors? Wanted to gain big $$$? A new cell phone etc…

The most practical one was:
To everyone around me could stay healthy and peace.

To those who are going to take their finals during January, I wish you all the best and good luck in your exams.

Also towards all my friends, friendship forever!

To those entire lecturer in college, nice to see you guys again. Thanks for the lessons, I pay though.

BLESS YOU ALL….

(Reminders : To those primary schoolmates, there's a gathering for all of you on 7th January, venue - opposite of primary school. For further information, please call the helpline, don't you know???)
Retainer; sucks...I feel suffering because I could not talk clearly, like I'm short tongue! And I have to wear it for half years, what a joke!!!

The day keeps on raining and caused everywhere jam....Very jam....
I stuck in the traffic more than 30 minutes...

Elder brother's car got hit by a motorcycle...
Actually he went to wrong lane so caused the accident.
Then dad gone mad and keep on scolding and wondering whether is he speeding???

Also he lose few hundreds just to pay for the motorist...

Brother he's sad and felt so sorry towards his car...

Mom headaching because wondering how much have to pay for the car repairing....


What a day....
Thank you Santa Clause because of you we celebrate Christmas and had a great, joyful party last night.

Thank you for preparing the food and party, Ai Wee.
Thank you and glad that you’re born 26th Dec; we had a great party, Kay.
Thank you for giving me a ride to Klang just to attend the joyful party, Jen.
Thank you for the Christmas present, Andy.
Thank you for the brilliant idea (Band’s name) and could bring them down easily, Alex.
Thank you for being a good partner, Tiffany.
Thank you for the “watermelon and drink”, Simon.
Thank you for the delicious birthday cake, Cheryl.
Thank you for showing your unique kissing style, we won't learn though, Shennie.
Thank you for the sketch, Daniel.

It’s amazing where a bunch of strangers also known as JOKERs meet up and spends time together; getting closer and closer day by day. We’ve been through life and death, joy and sadness….


A brand new year has come, wish all of you stay healthy and bless you all.



Your friend,
Karen (PP)
Dad come and pick me up around 12.15pm I thought I was late for the date. So I rush to the place where I had deal with Vanessa, meet her up there then the journey begins… I waited for almost 10-15 minutes, and I started to think that is she forgotten about our appointment? What had happened to her? As I know her, never late for any appointment…”Zzz… (Phone vibrate) the screen of the phone shows, 1 Message! Okay…”I’ll be there ten mins cos my mum…” So, okay ten mins time couldn’t I just wait for that since I’m here for so long!

Finally, a girl with long hair, spaghetti tube (pink and white), mini denim skirt, BRACES… (Ha-ha!) There she is! Vanessa, I met her since form 2 onwards we became best friend and then she got special friend whom also same primary school with me yet I’m not that closed with her special friend. Okay…then she’s studying in *&%#$@( sorry, I don’t know what college she’s from yet she’s doing LAW.

We suppose going to Mid Valley but she thought I wanted to go Time Square so is okay….and we got confuse and no idea where we heading to. So… ended up the day in Sg. Wang. Well… the day was happy, tired though because after she had lunch around 1.30 we started walk around the whole complex without rest. Arg… I was dead tired! Ha-ha…happy also because I got what I want and she got her flip flop!!!

*I bought a pair of sox...and a badge!!!*
*Nice?*


Well, occupied my day by shopping!!!
Satisfy lol....

Happy day...

Today, I met Fennel. We had lunch together then we chit chat around for few hours. Time does fly. We met up 12pm…”tic tak, tic tak” then 3 +pm. We discussed about work (for her assignment), gossip (hehe…busybody), and others member latest news, for sure. Okay…then my NS friend had came down from Malacca.

JJ...a boy I met in camp. He’s the only friend which I had met for the second times after NS. Others friend, nope! Because we clash the time (all studying) and so on. I’m not using excuses to avoid them yet I’m really busy with my college work last time but now I’m freaking free (having semester break) then they all having exam and so on. Only JJ would come from Malacca and met up.

Both of them I met today shared similarities. Both have difficulties on academic, others stuff. Seems like I’m the only one who free from all difficulties because I’m done with all my assignment and exams. Yeah….relax yet bored like hell. I felt I did occupy my day well because I had a “gathering’ with friend only two though. The day was great…

Difficulties which fennel suffered - presentation and exams which is coming next week. Well not to worried, just go ahead and get ready for it. It will end soon…very soon. Presentation??? About makeup! That’s quite surprise because I’d never touch up for this kind of topic for a proposal, it’s quite interesting though. She shows me some steps apply makeup, and foundation stuff??? Lots where I would learn it in the future. Hehe….just take it as a warm up for my future interview stuff lo…

Question, if you’re a girl who always makeup and never go out without makeup, and imagine one day you’re late for a very vital exam or appointment, will you still makeup instead rush to the exam hall or appointment???
(Don’t answer! Keep it to yourself.)

Difficulties where people face would not call a problem because “if there’s a will, there’s a way”, ha-ha…. Same thing goes to JJ. The way you take things will do influence your mind in handling things, others also. So…just take it easy and chill. Rest more instead play arcade till 3-4 am…

Question, never ever do compare with others, right? If you get your result for CGPA 3.33 over 4, wasn’t it counted enough? More than enough? There’s no perfectionist on this earth living, right?
(Don’t answer! Keep it to yourself.)

Well, people do have their own problems. As a friend of you all, I’ll try my best on helping you guys to settle the problems. See??? I’m nice, right?

We still have to go through a very long journey to reach the end, so us all holding on and going strong. Join the race we’ll be first place. Give me glue we’ll be good as new yea.

Take care guys!

By,
PP.

Present again...

aiks...
i don't understand why i have to present...again!
but this time is a group presentation~
thats the problem!!

you can't make all the time become yours~
last malay group presentation~
because of my group member~ i havent finish my present!!! **
all their fault~ man... sad.... aiks...

now~ somemore kena present a title that i don't know what it mean ~ ai~
why i so "sui" one~
i don't know how can be more sui than this year liao...
this year's "sui" ady make me feel my world become dark ~
oh god~ pls don't make it so hard~

grooming...
izit about the manner? ai... i dont understand.....
next week have to pass up the proposal ady.... fainting....

can u see~ so many chicken and star walk on my head....

ai... i want to watch chicken little ... and "ru guo ai..."
i've so long.... dint go for movie.....
ai....
i want movie .... with a KFC as lunch... and secret recipe as dinner....

ai...
tomorrow have a FAU NITE~
well, it is a party ~ oso as a activities for me to claim what stupid credit hours~
somemore asking all girl wear green~ boys wear chocalate... Tree wor...
STUPID~
somemore with casual HIP HOP style~
sampat kia!
if not this society! i'll so suffer?!
i'll need to go to the camp! somemore look like a dog?
waste my money more than 200 ?! har?!!!
what a FIRST AID UNIT! I HATE U ...

have "tou lam" err!!! how to wear hop hop! stupid lar si fau!
aaaaa.....

Don't you know??? Menace....

A CD player for a car, Panasonic cost RM 200+, I’m not sure the exact price for it yet I don’t care. My dad gets a cd player for his car, so I thought him so expert toward the player (the quality, tone etc). Okay, that’s fine. The most important thing was he never ask the foreman to tune in the frequency and he drove back he never realize it (because the fellow just tune in 1 frequency for him then he thought it’s fine…) After back home, just keep calling me, do this and that, tune here and there, try this cd o else. I just “beh tahan” anymore, and ask him, how the fellow tune? Ask him tune for you also, then only you come back what! Go there and setup this then you come back here a?”

The funniest thing was the frequency only from 7.00 to 8.88, yet it will automatically tune back to 7.00…LOUSY CD PLAYER…

They just gone too far, my mom sitting in front of the TV watching me walk to the parking lot so many times yet she still ordering me go to the kitchen baked this and that, keep the stove on etc….com’on! I’m not a ninja, can’t see I’m busy with the radio thingy yet you still ordering me? What’s wrong with you, MOM? This is not the first time…Even I’m watching TV, or doing my own stuff still she will call…show me your menace la…
I damn mad at her now…

“WHAT LA…STOPS CALLING ME, OKAY?”

Leader.

Agree ^^

well~ to not making everyone confusing~
i'm fennel~ and if any post write in color~ i'm fennel~ ok~ ^^

emm~
hehe~
leader, i'm very agree with what you talk on your post~ its true!

"True love never goes easy" ~

for my opinion, a person who keep changing their boy/girl friends, it means that the person is not mature enough~ don't you think so?
Well, for me, if i wish to be with a guy~ of course, i've think very far~

>> i will marry you~

if not, don't even near me , i tell you~ stupid wolf~

what i can't believe is...
your cousin!! what happening with him?! so young!
so did you mean the girl who is 16 has pregnant? if not, it wouldn't married so fast ....
CRAZY ...

i wonder will their relationship last forever, but i think they aren't mature enough to manage their relationship, and maybe don't know what's mean LOVE...
That's why peoples always said~ born a daughter will always rugi one... ai...
now i'm start worry for my future daughter...
fainting~

Poh~ it doesn't mean you kolot ~u know~?
it means~
you are mature enough to think this kind of things~
normally a person who've been hurt by someone baru will mature so FAST~ hehehe
it means?... i don't know~ hahaha

one thing is...
two people go out... do you really think a guy should pay for all? ...
well, i don't think so, if a guy is still studying~
HEY MAN~ he is not working, where is the money come from?!
next time when you born a boy, u'll know when he is DATING i tell you~



eh~ tell you something i don't like ~ i think you too~

my friend huey chyi said...
she saw KohChewLing & NgKienChuan walk together in TARcollege~ from the same classroom...
waaaaaa.... forturnately i haven't meet them after leave chong hwa~
u see~ the relationship that we thought will end very fast but it still continue till now~
so unbelievable ~ doesn't it?

aiya~ if your faith ady arrive, no matter how young or how old you are~
you'll surely be with him/her~
so what to worry for?
if your faith forever never come~ then just "chut ga" be a "nei gu" then ma ok lor~

i've "da suan" do like that ady~
so nothing to worry about~
i'll walk to the buddha~

but....
heheh~
no meat eat very sad one wor...
hehhe~
then....

i'll think twice ~ hahahaha
Dinner time, on the way heading to Cheras – as usual dad fetch Uncle Cheung. So okay…I just keep quite and “pay fully attention” towards what the elderly would chat about. Blablablabla…So automatically I pull out my cell phone jus send few message. “Ting…” My phone rang because message, thank god this message does save my life – my boring life. Okay…from Amy, member of Pork Union. Okay...she’s doing fine in Malacca and the exclusive news was she got a boyfriend!!!

Erm…I hurry reply it and congrats gal. Last wishes to her were “True love never goes easy”. Okay… question – People do need love? Not necessary from “pak toh” (loving couple type), love from family, friends will do help also, right? Erm…I mean for a student like me, as my mom say, just focus on your studies do not pak toh yea. BEHAVE!!! Okay okay… I listen and re-think the question and “order” few times, mostly my friends do have their partner and such a loving couple they are (not the time where they fight or quarrel…oh that’s terrible!) Yet at times I would share their story with my mom, she will like, Ew…see! If let me know that you’re hooked up with some guy, WATCHOUT!! Is like she’s using the microphone yelling at me, reminding me DON’T ever pak toh during college life, better do when working because I got financial support.

One of my cousin just got married because p@#%$^t, so okay. The boy (my cousin) just 20, and the bride, 16 if I’m not mistaken. Okay, what I think they would not have a happy ending because they are still young and yet does not have any career (now their family help to support their financial – as the elderly used to say “just add on 1 more pair chopstick when having dinner”. Erm…as long as their parents, my uncle could support it what do I care for? Why would I say their marriage would not last? Because they just too young to get married and do not know each other well and so on. They get together because of obligation. Just have to say, now we are living in 21st century man, who cares you married and divorce??? Yea, true! Its common…why would I being so kolot???

What I think it’s really make sense sometimes, two people going out have to spend $$$ in double. IF your boyfriend was a gentleman sure they will pay for all automatically. But I would not like people pay for me even boyfriend, I prefer “AA zai” (pay our own)…except my mom because ATM what – Auto Telling Mother!!!

*I heard an interesting thing before from a Taiwan Host. What he says does make sense also and it will reduce the rate of people divorce.

A and B just hooked for few months so they plan to get married. Such good news. They are getting married; they are busying doing the arrangement for wedding stuffs. Okay…on the wedding feast night they are very busy; serve and toasting and chit chatting around. They do not even have time for their dinner. After the wedding feast, they went back home, ate Maggie mee because they have nothing for the whole day. Okay…fine! A, the girl do think and says, “Wow… unbelievable, couldn’t imagine a marriage could be so hectic and busy, we better don’t divorce ya. Because I do not want to go over this again. Once is enough!!!”

Based on the lifestyle I am having now, I got LOVE – from friends, parents, and so on. So about being a loving couple??? Erm…just maybe I would say Mr. Right have not turn out yet, is just not the right time (I do not have faith yea). Ha-ha…why would I suddenly talking about this interesting subject??? Would not know, just…

As last….to Kavita, Chui Ling, Andy and those who are single now.

SINGLE MANSEI (Longevity)!!!

By
PP
DreaMinG...


this few weeks... i wonder what am i doing... everyday is like dreaming
I skip whatever LecTureR class...
I din't do anything in the assignment...
everything done by my friends...

what happen to me? ...
i wonder why am i like that...
i feel so sick...
do my mental sICk?...

i've no spirit on doing everything...
i feel depress... so tired to think everything,
No mood to do anything...

what can i do to make myself WAKE UP?...

i feel so sad...
so down...

i think... if i'm not happy enough , then maybe ~
i'll have that kind of opinion -- "just drink sheltox..."
luckily, i'm still awake~ a bit...
ai... i so kia si, i know i'll not do that stupid thing~
bcoz i havent married... ~n~
ya~ itz abit funny, but its true...
and i havent have any children...

If NoT accident, the "yim wong" want my "miang" , then i'll continue my life~
i want a husband & a children~
if dun hav husband,
i borrow ppl sperm oso want to deliver one~

i want a happy family life...

i want a successful career...

i want everything that a human wishing~ ... ( juz little is enough...)


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...
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Thats me, ...
a ppl who luv to dreaming very much...

i juz want to rest...

no matter how long i sleep...
i feel that...


..
....
...
...

i'm very tired.... on doing everything...

sometimes...
i wish to throw away everything, go take out all my money from bank,
travel to another country... no matter is hongkong, taiwan or china, i also dont mind...

i just... wish to rest...

i really don't like the college life...
i wish to run away...
but...
i can't...

i'm so scare...
i'm scare to walk every future step...
BUt... No one could help me... OnlY me ... OnlY myself could help...
unfortunately... i don't know how... i dun know what can i do for HelP...
i REallY don't know...

who could help me...?
god bless me...


............ CSD ............
I gain I lost.

Christmas is coming all of us will be busying around decorating our own house by putting Christmas tree and so on. Even walked on the street I also could feel that Santa clause is coming to town. Yet it also represent that this year is going to end soon. What had I done through the year?

I gain and I lost. What I gain? I gain a nice sweet memories where I’d been chosen to National Service and stayed up for 3 months living with strangers and became close friends. A life experience that I would never ever could forget. Catherine, a girl I met in camp, she taught me lots of thing and would share everything with me. Thanks girl! After camp ends, 2 weeks time I have to settle my college stuff and wondering which college I enrolled. Then I choose, KDU.
First day, in college my parents send me there I almost late for classes because I could not find out where the class is. So then, I met Kavita. She was the 1st person I met in college and I talk to. Then Evon, Vicky….then the “family”. The first semester we all get to know each other well and lots of good memories. Of course, during semester break “the family” planned going Genting just to have fun and so on. Okay…we went and some conflict did happened among us, after the trip we separated into 2 gang yet I still called all of us “the family”. Though we all pretend that nothing happened during the trip and wondering what had happened caused we spilt into 2...just reluctant to think

Then, Eunice’s birthday. Ai wee, Neik, Kavita, Chon Ho, Alex and I busying shopping just to get a present for the birthday, and we got her present - heels. After a month of her birth, a news spread through the March intake where Eunice suffered from dengue caused her warded. “The family” worried, Neik called to her house and ask about her condition, she’s fine (what a good news to all of us) yet we plan to visit her in the hospital. Things seems going fine but that night we received a news that she had passed away…

All of us were sad, we gathered together and get care for her then we all went to her funeral. Lots of her friends turned out. As they said, she’s an angel, kind helpful and so on. And yes…she was a beautiful angel!!! I lost two friends, the other caused of accident….I take it as a challenge where I have go through and be strong just like others did. I feel numb where I received the news from my mom, she told that grandma had passed away. All of a sudden, this wasn’t a good year to me. People left me away….I totally lost them…

People just have to forget what they did in the past, no matter happiness or sadness. Life still go on. We could not stop half in the way, others will push you and keep reminding you MOVE ON, this was not the place you suppose to stop at! Where’s my station??? Death will end this all…it will bring away my gain and lost; sadness and happiness along.



2006 coming, a brand new year. Life goes on, back to college as usual….
“It’s confirmed, PP. At 12 noon today, I was told that I wouldn’t be needed next term. Time to pack up…” ,

Fishtail.

Just reach home then I took a bath, as usual. Rest awhile since tomorrow got no exam so just chill around…still got no nothing to do so I went online. The first thing I do of course visit my blog; check whether is there anyone commenting about my blog.

Once the title of my blog pops up I hurry click on the comment link (can’t wait to see people’s comment). Is kind of sad, I saw fishtail’s comment mentioning about he’s been told ….I could feel that how much he loves his job by teaching his students about the history / moral and so on (Something he know well). Of course we, as a student did enjoy the class much and feel comfortable in the way he teach…just relax and no rush for assignment!!!

But it’s going to end soon…when is the last time I talk to fishtail face-to-face? Erm...just few days ago in the office where he was sitting besides Ms. Peggy (I remember that the table were used to label part- time). He was checking the marking scheme for Malaysian Studies and he saw me.

“PP, how good your friend is, she help you check on your marks and so on.”
“Oh yea, it’s my luck that I met them.”
“You did well in your exam, well done.”
“Thanks Mr. Warren!”

I couldn’t think of anything to say, so just staring at each other and smile; I recall that he’s eyes were turning into red (like cried before) so…or lack of sleep, might be. Before I ciao I look at him again and wish him, enjoy your day, Mr. Warren. “Sure!” he replied.

Although I would not see him again (maybe somewhere around Pj) but sure would not be in KDU. Erm…I think Fishtail do miss his coffee buddy much where they usually sat at the cafeteria chit chatting about some world war I / II thingy (if I’m not mistaken. Sorry, I didn’t mean to overhear).

He’s also a freelance author and did publish few books. Looking after mother, only the book I owned of all his collection. The book was about caring and loves towards the elderly parents, was a true story which Fishtail shared. Is quite touching also…if you’re interested could borrow it from me…. (Don’t ya know my contact number?) I’m not trying to promote it but just a book where many of us should know deeply where our parents getting old and older, might get to know what they want from us too….

At last, to Fishtail, hope you had a great time with all your students and others lecturer (especially your coffee buddy)…just all the best and bless you. KEEP ON BLOGGING!!!

I do believe that people do need rest so they could keep on going the way which they had chosen.


By,
PP.
Memory of you…


Dedicate to Teka,

A tortoise bought from 1 Utama pet shop on October (think so)…
Has passed away today in its own house (aquarium) or the owner’s (Neik) house –around 8.30pm (not sure) because the owners just inform me the news…
Its age around few months…
Hope its rest in peace…
We all love ya…
You’ll never be forgotten…


A friend of your owner,
Pet lovers...(only for tortoise)

(P/s: to Turqui, hope you stay in healthy.
Bless you!!!)
When I was standard 2 (about going to standard 3), my parents transfer me from SRJK (C) Lai Meng to SRJK (C) Chi Man, Sentul because of their conveniences for working. That’s fine; at that time transferring to another school was a fun and exciting things to me because, you know when people are young and they never think about what was going to happen next…j~u~s~t relax and sure there will be a way to overcome the problem so on. The first day I was in SRJK (C) Chi Man, my parents were with me to see around the school’s facilities and so on; it was the first time and also the last time for them to visit me in school (except parent’s day). Well, the first day in the new school, my impression towards it was huge and strange to me in a way where pupils there stare at me like I’m a ‘weirdo’, then I stepped in the headmaster’s office, we done the procedure then they assigned me (classroom) where to - 3H…Last class of the standard 3 (Ha-ha after a year studying there only I knew). That’s fine!

“Boys and girls, here’s your new classmate, *** (name) and she will sit with….” I recall. Erm…I’m not going to tell you what’d happened in standard 3 yet I’m going to tell you how I met this friend, Yy – a boy whom I used to eye on ??? Because of his feature and the way he spoke and so on just look like Japanese (What a surprise he’s a Malaysian – disappointed about that) and that attracted me at first sight, you know, the open school day sure the teacher will ask the pupils to introduce themselves towards the whole classmate, at that time I spotted him. Ha-ha…seems like I’m not going to school for academic yet for eyeing on others, what a joker I used to be!!! Standard 5, I used to teach him on cross-stitch for art class and standard 6 I sat with him for a year; we learn Tae-Kwan-Do together which a compulsory class is for all the pupils. Cut off the crap, and then we move from ordinary friend – good friend – and best friend. This friendship last very long until the day we graduate. After the graduation, we never call and talk to each other. Just once in awhile heard some news from my friend that he’s studying in Independence Chong Hwa high school, he shifted to another place and so on (sort of mystery after few months later, I had never ever heard from him, same things happen towards my friend).

(Counted with fingers) 1, 2, 3….is been 6 years we didn’t meet at all. What a coincident! Today after exam, “the family” suggested to have lunch in 1 Utama, Wong Kok. Okay…I don’t have any idea because I strained out my brain for the exam paper so caused me couldn’t think of any nice place to hang out so…final decision – 1 U! I spotted a guy once I entered the restaurant; he’s a trainee of the restaurant of course he served me. By the feature and the way he spoke, I’m sure I met an old friend here. I told Neik; the big bro of the family also known as JOKER that I’d met my primary schoolmate, the waiter who just served us…then I hurry messaged my friend, Jane (I met her since standard 4 and best friend also) and share the news with her.

“Hey, I think I saw Yy, he look cool and leng cai but I’m not sure whether is him or not?”
“Just ask and see whether who he is? If not then just pretend don’t know la…and continue your meal.”
“O.k.…let you know soon ya!”

I’m not daring to ask so…just leave it yea. I called for bill (he served also). After we paid and settle the payment, he came and asked,

“Are you from Chi Man?”
“You’re Yy right? If I’m not mistaken…”
“Yea…how are you….”
“Fine, what you doing now and where you studying?”….

After a small chit chat I get to know that he’s doing @#%* foundation in Sunway College and having holiday now and doing part time job here. He-he at last I knew that my intuition is very accurate and never miss anything that I used to see (but how come it does never helping me on academic?)

Dedicated to: Yy,

It is kind of surprise seeing you again and never thought that we’ll met at this kind of situation. I know that you’re doing your foundation and waiting for result so …just all the best to you and bless you, always.
Keep in touch ya.

By,
PP J
I woke up around 8.30am. I was in a hurry where I have to meet up my friends (the family, I used to called) at Kay’s house. I brushed up and rushed into the car, made a call to Kay just to inform her that I’ll be her house soon. I have an appointment with the Avenue studio, Cheras at 12pm to do some advertising recording things (for assignment). I left my house around 9am. While I’m on the way to Kay’s house, my phone rang,

“Hey, where are you? I’ll (Neik) be there soon with Chui Ling, no worries! (With the arrogant wording) See who reach 1st, okay?”
“Okay, I’m on the way too, just had to make a turn. Okay…see you soon.”

So far, I reached Kay’s house 1st, and where was Neik, the fellow? Oh no, after awhile my phone rang again.

“Hey now I’m at the police station headquarter nearby the 7-11 shoplifts, how to go Kay’s house?”
“Now I see, you’re lost pal. Okay, just stay wherever you are, I’m coming to lead you.”

Then Kay and I hurry rushed into my car and ready to lead them back to Kay’s house since I know the way well! Got them, spotted them and asked them to follow my car back to Kay’s house then we're ready to move on to the next destination, Cheras. From Jln Ipoh to Cheras just took us half an hour (around that time), then before we heading to our appointment, we all went to the burial place where our beloved and dearest friend, Eunice whom just passed away in October. As we had planned and wanted to visit her for long time ago.

I stopped at the car park there (the place has a spare car park) and thinking whether I should drive in my car all the way to search her place or just leave it at the car park lots? Just wanted to show some respect so we all decided, “let’s have some walk”, I said. We all get down to car and started to search where there are some Indian (grave diggers) doing their work and staring at us by showing their curious faces. Well, as fishtail said. Uneven place and mosquito lots there so I wore sport shoes, but I forgotten to inform Kay so caused her to suffer from the uneven place.

We spent almost 45 minutes to look for Eunice’s place. We asked some of the Indian whether which part of it is started from 8 and 4 digit number, they just said go further down there, is over there side. Well, just followed what they said, we walked further down even reached the end of the place. Some of them are very helpful; they even help us to search the place. Finally, we found it - is just at the right side of the car park where my car parked. We had made a turn in the burial place. We never complaint about how many “miles” we’ve been go through and mosquito…yet we take it as a pathway where connect us with her, Eunice, no matter how hard even though she has left us physically.

Grandma also has passed away because of cancer; I recall what I’d done with her while she’s still around. Her laughing, expression, the drama where we used to discuss… I thought of is there a thing call reincarnation, which means the person will be reborn again after they has passed away. Will it really happen where after a person left the world, she/ he will live in another world (where fishtail do believe in)? I’m not sure which one I do believe in more, yet just feel like death is waving it’s hand to us, because we’re growing older day by day. I’m not afraid of dying and so on. Just curious where we will be after all....and mo matter how hard we fought for life, still there's an end there.
WHAT A SUCK PRESENTATION I HAD…..

“Driftwood”…
I am moody about the presentation….
I am mad with her….
I share disappointment with the others group member…
People are so unpredictable as I used to said….
You make me feel useless….

Some more she left earlier after the presentation….without informing us (the group members)!!!
Can’t YOU put some effort towards the presentation???
Show us some RESPECT………………gal!!!

What over is over now...*sigh

wow~
almost get crazy~

this week , i have 2 presentation~
one malay and one english~
somemore Priciples Information System's Mid-Term Test~
CRAZY !
somemore programmin assignment~
then next week Stastistic Mid- Term!

WOW! GOD!
I'M GOIN CRAZY!

waaaaa **

u know~ how lazy am i ~
thats y i'm goin crazy ~
aiks...

i miss high school life!!!! aaaaaaaa....
i rather everyday duty~
kena scold~
waaaaaa..... sadddd **

so strEsS! wow!
if u are a person not yet touching college life ,
u'll never ImaGinE how it look like ~
hoohH~
crazy life!
i couldn't imagine i'll goin to england for degree~
i think i've NO ideal wat am i goin to be NOW!

1st sem, i ady fail my programming and mathematics~
now, how scare am i to listening the word ~ EXAM!
how if i again FAIL!?
i can't imagine!
i really can't~

well, u must asking me RELAX~
BUT!!!
i really canot... **
sad... sad...sad...
aiks...
Right now, I’m doing my last assignment for the end of this semester. Is been 8th months I studied in college. Well, everyone sure facing lots of pressure such as exams, assignment (whether can finish it on time?), and friends etc. For me, it is just assignment of course friends too.

Talk about the assignment that I’ve been rushing for the past two weeks, it is a critical thinking assignment which is a group work and due soon next week (30th), my group is going to held a presentation for the work that my group had done. Just a plain and brief presentation, sounds so easy but yet it is a tough job for us to accomplish that mission while the group member does not giving any help!!! Now…after two semester been hanging out with them, I realized that friends; he or she not a good teammate thou he or she was your best friends. Every time when five of us having discussion, she does not giving out any suggestion or ideas and just sitting in front of you, chit chatting with someone else; pretending that she know everything that my group has discuss. Yes, she's a great pretender! Owh….wasn’t she gone too far for that!

I recall, last week on Tuesday. As usual we had our discussion in library, she invited her “special friend” to join in our discussion. It’s okay for me as long as he did not disturbing us while doing our assignment. Guess what she have done? She as usual, sat there and chit chatting for the 2 and half hours. Oh gosh, the most funny thing was, after we all done she just asked for the paper and “wondering” what have we been discussed for the day. “ What’s the topic that we are doing?”, “ What is this?”, “What’s the meaning of this words?”, oh gosh at that times I was really mad at her. How many times we’d discussed our assignment? You don’t even know a thing especially the baisic things - what’s our topic for the assignment? Means, you do not contribute anything for your group, except TIME!!!

As I know, for others subject she’s doing the same thing. Did not contribute anything just TIME. All the teammates whom group with her as I recognized, all did complaint about her - laziness. Now finals coming, and after 6 months + we’ve been together , I saw and met their true colors by grouping work with them. I wish next semester I would not group with someone else which same the same “personalities” as she did.
Today, my last class end at 6.30pm (Socio), as usual. Well, I did asked permission for few times so that the lecturer could bring it up earlier and it would be easier for me and to those who take public transport and have to travel a long journey way back home. It is just kind of late for them when they reach home. Yet today was different, as I said class end at 6.30pm so I called my parents so they could come over to college and fetch me home so I do not need to travel all a way back home, at times I really appreciate a lots public transport though I hate it.

I waited in college for 30 minutes (actually is 40 minutes) and my parents has arrived. So once I popped in the car, the first question that I asked was “where are we heading to, now?” Well, my dad has answered me quickly, “yea dear, guess what? Panda Indah, Bak ku teh!” Oh gosh, to those who does not know my dad, he is a bak ku teh’ fans, super fans!!! Last time when I was young he used to eat twice a week!!! But since last time they were some problem with the meat (pork), and some disease was spread through widely, that might scared him from eating bak ku teh, yet it is not working. Although lots of his friends did advise him stop eating bak ku teh rapidly because it’s really harmful to health, he just ignores and love it much more than before.

After that, we reached that area my dad suddenly think of asking his friend, Uncle Cheung, to join us for dinner. Okay then, Uncle Cheung been invited for the dinner. “Tauke (boss), 1 clay pot of bak ku teh for 3 people!” my dad yielded and the boss itself was his friends too. I ate very full and same things go to my dad!!! Then, Uncle Cheung and dad started to chit chat and of course my mom did joined in the conversation, and I’m just looking at them talking, at that times just hoping they can finish chit chatting and I can go back home soon. After awhile, Uncle Cheung stared at me and started to asked:

“Gal, how old are you now?”
“Well, I just passed my birthday a month ago now I’m 18 years old, Uncle Cheung!” I answered.
“Oh, time does fly, is been 18 years old I knew you, lee (where Uncle Cheung used to call my dad) And your daughter now had grown up”, uncle Cheung said.

Well, my mom said that Uncle Cheung met my dad since I’m a fetus in my mom’s tummy!!! And when I was 5 years old, Uncle Cheung said that I used to sat on his lap...So…it should not be 18 years, is 18 years and 9 month (included the months before I was born)!!! Ha-ha…oops I did said that loudly and Uncle Cheung heard what I said so, they just laugh out loudly. Yea, it's truth what Uncle Cheung said so, time does fly. Now I’m 18 years old and my parents were getting older and older. Wrinkles, grey hairs and so on, all shown out from my parents features. I just wonder how I will look like if I’m older then.

Is that what I have to worry now? Nope….that’s not the vital thing to do now. Just really do hope that my parents will stay healthy and be strong as before. Of course, want them to know although sometimes their conversation were took a long period to end, and I keep showing out some frustrated faces but I really did not meant to do that, just guess I have to spend more time with you all (and join in the conversation, too) instead hanging out with friends.

Love you always mom and dad,
Your daughter.
What makes a happy life???

According to an Eastern tale, a king, who failed to find happiness, sought the advice of his courtiers. The wise ones advised him to wear the shirt of happy man. So, soldiers were sent all over the country to fetch a happy man's shirt. Though the men met many people who had shirts, none of these people was happy. The story concludes that, finally when they managed to find a happy man, it turned out that he had no shirt. The tale, of course is not meant to be taken literally; yet the sagacity it implies is significant.

It is hard to decide what makes a happy life, for we cannot agree on a definition of happiness that is acceptable to all. One man's idea of a happy life will be entirely different from another man's and what a third man considers to be a happy life may be accpetable neither to the first nor to second. The attempt to decide what a happy life is reminds me of the five blind men who tried to find the shape of an elephant.

The truth is that, as beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder, happiness is a state of the mind which depends entirely on the individual concerned.
Is jus not your day…gal.

Well, one of our member, pork king just lost her mobile phone on last week. She was in Kedah, her cousin’s house. She was charging her phone and then she just went out with her parents and thought of getting a walk since it was her first time (is it first time? Well guess so) to Kedah. So she thought it will be safe and just let it be there…but who knows? Ha-ha…again I mentioned just now, it just not her day! A thief smuggle in to her cousin’s house and took everything which is valuable, her mobile phone is included. What a coincident, she just bought her cell phone a month ago; Samsung oh no! I just forgot the code of the phone, don’t care.

And one of my college friend, Choon Ho he ‘kena’ rob last weekends if I am not mistaken. Well, when the ‘family’ got the news, I swear we all never mention a word about him except the thief. We didn’t curse the thief itself but yet we all shared the same thought, such as pity the thief etc :

Neik : “Oh Choon ho, kena rob yesterday when he’s on the way back from Cc (cybercafé)”

Kay : “ Oh gosh, sounds terrible la. How you got the news, Neik?”

Poh : “ Ha ha berry good la, every time went cc till mid night, now finally …but then how it happened?”

Neik : “He was walking back home some more few more steps will reach home, suddenly two Indonesian riding a motor and stopped in front of him and trying to ask about direction, where Kampong Baru is? Then he felt something’s wrong, and it was too late d, 2 fellow put parang on his neck d.”

Kay : “ Oh my god…”

Poh : “ How much he kena rob? Is he okay?”

Neik : “ Ha-ha the big time joker only left RM 1 man, and the cell phone gone…”

Poh : “ Ha-ha (laugh out loudly), pity the thief, he only left 1 bug and we all know the phone already sot sot (out of service)! Ha-ha he paid to be joker la.”

Kay : “ Yala…ha-ha I think the thief also fell regrets la after rob him. And never back to the area again. Ha-ha….”

Well what I think is people really depends on luck, most of them. Sometimes when we lost something and etc we will said that “it’s just not my day” or else. But what will the thief think about it? “ Alah…orang macam ni pun ada ka…seringgit pun keluar malam. Allhamdulilah…” Ha-ha…

People just be careful when you’re at outside and take care of yours belongings ya.
i'm cindy~
aiks...
What a unlucky day...
my handphone have been stolen by thief... at my cousin's house~
aiks...

duno why so sooi one...
i've no hp now... and never using the same number d, so dont waste money to cal my handphone~ wish to look 4 me~ call my house ~

u guys are so luckyyyyyyyyyy~~
can gathering~ except me... so sad ...

ai.... y i so unlucky one leh?

TO:
PORK CHOP~
whattttttttttttttt???????????????
who is special friend!?! i want to know!!!!!!!!
i dun care~ tell me now!
ady introduce to union ? yerrrrrr.... i want to know too........


Pork Leader~
waaaaaaaaa..... sad leh!!!!!! my new handphone....
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~darling~


Pork Mother~
Gambate! u must get get full A's ONE~
We all believe in u ~ ^^
but don't let urself too stress~ ya~ ^<

Pork ANGEL~
Miss you alot~
so unlucky~ can't meet u...
take care my dear~ ^^
What a day??!!!

Pork Union member been meet up and had lunch together, TODAY. So cool, it was fun and happy when we meet each other. I thought it will be boring because we’ve been long time didn’t meet and might got no topic when chit chatting over there. But yet luckily, all seems going fine. We took some picture and only four of the member were attended the gathering as I call but they called it as a birthday celebration for me nah…I don’t think so. And yet they are so lovely and caring, they bought me a present and spared my meal. Oh…really thanks to you all my friends. Erm…the present!!! I really like it so much. It is “nightmare before Christmas” pillow. Oh gosh…I don’t even believe it yet I’m holding it! This is called the happiness and joyful moment with you all. But its not depends on the present that I received it’s on the feeling in heart that I felt. I’m really glad to know you all as my friends, every time when I’m having problem you guys sure will be there for me and take care everything for me. And no matter happiness or sadness sure you all will go through it with me. Well, I know that we all might be busy on our studies but then I hope that all of you will be happy and success whatever you all doing. All the best to you all.

To:
Pork mom, SPM is coming next week. So “gambate” and pass with flying colors.

Pork angel, don’t work so hard and hope you’ll be happy always and fight for your own ya. You know what I mean??

Pork chop, so good to know that you found a special friend but please don’t forget about us…I know you won’t. Take care all the best ya.

Finally, I wanted to say thank you again to all of you, the member of Pork Union. Thanks for the present and the day that you all gave me. Hope you all did enjoyed it as much as I do and have fun, happy always.
Hey looks like I'm the only one who doing all the posting stuff. Anyways...right here just hope all the Pork Union member will say and giving the best wishes to my DAD, Happy birthday to you!!! All the best and be happy, healthy always. Love you so much!!!


Leader.

Guess who’s the guy in the picture? Any idea yet? Ha-ha… He’s a singer from Singapore, Wong YIDA! He had been to MMU - university to promote his album few months ago. And Where I got the picture since I’m not studying there? The source all provided by Amy, our lovely pork angel. She was studying there and what a coincident, YIDA was been there to promote his album. And one thing – that is she fought so hard to take this picture. So people do appreciates ya. She also did tell me about YIDA; what he did in the university and they all were so high by his appearance. From now on, I will post everything that relevant to our union thingy. Just everything. Hope the others member will too. Anyways take care. Love ya all...lol
A week holiday…What am I going to do for the whole week holiday? Nothing much spending time on watching television, lifeless. And maybe on Tuesday Pork Union member will have a gathering. Nope!!! Not gathering, it shouldn’t be a gathering …we just wanted to spend time with each other. Ha-ha…yeap, but now still got no idea where we all want to go? Aih…headache for once I think of being an organizer and have to planned for the day, especially when others doesn’t really know anything about it and never be informed. It just frustrated. Lunch? Dinner? O hangs out at shopping mall? Owh…please someone just give me a hand…solves the problem. Please member….any suggestion? I’m waiting here…
First of all I would like to say that people will learn from the past!!! That’s for sure, a friend of mine had passed away, she made me realize that FRIENDS such a precious thing in our life besides our parents. Fine…just cut off the crap!!! Now, just let me briefly introduced the union member, the bestest friend I ever had. . Ha-ha…is was fun!!! There are six members in our union: they are

Pork leader –

A girl which is cool, crazy, mad (at times) and strict (at times) towards her members. But still I’ve no idea why she’s so lovely and her friends treasure her lots. “Watched out the apple pie…left...right…center….”

Pork Chop –
A guy, slightly older than us (he’s the oldest in our Pork Union)!!! He‘s cool also, funny and he would like to share everything with you, same thing goes to all of us. Just a lovely darling to all of us. Once we’re not happy and down, definitely he will succeed his mission as a counselor tried hard to comfort all of us and guided us. He looks like a leader than I do. Nah…he wasn’t that good as I mentioned.

Pork Angel –
Trust me she’s really a darling to all of us. We all treasure her lots and sometimes we do fight but….at the end sure HAPPY ENDING! Although she’s a bit emotional but she’s caring and really concern about others feeling. Once anything happen to one of us, she will be one who call and inform us (the fastest radio station among the world, that’s my thought). You can call her as a SPYGAL.

Pork King –
Is she naïve??? Nope…that’s just not a suitable word to describe her. Erm…Well I don’t know. No worries, I’ll get a word to fit with her characteristics. She is an angel too but an emotional angle too. Once you get mess with her, she wills non stop talking about you no matter good or what. She owns a blog…well you also can visit her blog - skyrblue.blogspot.com. Hope you will know more about her from there. Enjoy the blog also.




Pork Bone –
He’s freaking thin. I think his weight is around 50??? Most probably, now he’s studying in TAR College. Some people think that he’s freaking good looking, tall, tan skin, and also with a frameless glasses (like Bae Youn Junn? That’s too far away). You also can visit him in TAR College. If you spotted anyone that really suit the character as I mentioned, in TAR especially. Wow…congrats you’re so lucky! Because I only meet him twice after we all graduate.

Pork Mom –
Why would we call a guy – MOM? As a common sense we know, we all know how to differentiate between gender and sex. Nope, I’m not gonna give you a lesson here, because you have to pay it. Nothing in this world is FOC – Free of charge, that’s the fact!!! He’s the youngest among us and the only form 5 prefects can mix with all of us well, so well. I hope I can get this opportunity to tell him that “Dai kor, please don’t be so pessimistic. Chill and cheers.”

Well, here are the biographies of the six members. Hope you guys really enjoy it.

Do My Pork LEADER look Pretty?
yes i do think so~ like GIGI LEUNG & Yanzi combination~ hahaha
but by the way,my dear leader~ don't be too proud i tell u~ kekeke

do i pretty too~? OF COURSE! hahaha but juz after keep fit~
do you think so too? hey~ juz give me some encourage ok~

When is Our PORK UNION start?
i don't remember anymore~ i think ... is 2003, izit?
aiks~ couldn't remember~

The days we've been together is a very very sweet memory for me~
maybe sometimes we have some little argument, but everytimes we can settle
it in a good manner~ thats y ~ HAPPY ENDING which like pork leader said~

If you now in a college life, u'll sure miss the life when you are in secondary school, especially me...
The life is so stress... The friends are so reality...
i miss my secondary school's friends so much...
i miss the life so much~ which are so relax ~

i hate the life now , everytime assignment, proposal & presentation~
and i definitely duno what the lecturer is talking about~ ... **|||
aiks~ sad ~

Pork Union, is my family~
Although we have only 6 members in our union but we are so close~
and we proud to be in our union~ i think so (don't know what do they think~ )
~^^~

The oldest Members in our union is PORK CHOP ~ who quite looks like "a niu"
our local singer~ hahaha~
and The Youngest Member in our union is PORK MOM~
sometimes "kisiao" then must push people one~ (pork mom,dun say u don't hav~)

and the others~ me , angel ,leader and bone are born in the same year~
difference zodiac~ ^^

Pork angel~ Virgo ..... mE ~ Libra..... Pork leader~ Scorpion..... Pork Bone?
Tell you the truth ~ i dunno~ hahahaha !!!!!!

k lar~ for futher more things~
view here~
and of course my blog~

skyrblue.blogspot.com ~^^~
Wow…so fast d got comment about the post. Yahoo…that’s great!!! But yet abit disappointed about the comment. Because what I hope is people, the member of the pork union will login and create a post, not I’m the one who post all of it. NO WAY…have I wanted all de members to take care of it….maintain it themselves!!! That’s an order ya. Don’t know why, I’m happy because I did put lots of effort on it. Just hope that people do appreciate it as much as I do. Well, hope you guys enjoy de night and hope 2 see you all soon.

Take care, and bless you all.