DreaMinG...


this few weeks... i wonder what am i doing... everyday is like dreaming
I skip whatever LecTureR class...
I din't do anything in the assignment...
everything done by my friends...

what happen to me? ...
i wonder why am i like that...
i feel so sick...
do my mental sICk?...

i've no spirit on doing everything...
i feel depress... so tired to think everything,
No mood to do anything...

what can i do to make myself WAKE UP?...

i feel so sad...
so down...

i think... if i'm not happy enough , then maybe ~
i'll have that kind of opinion -- "just drink sheltox..."
luckily, i'm still awake~ a bit...
ai... i so kia si, i know i'll not do that stupid thing~
bcoz i havent married... ~n~
ya~ itz abit funny, but its true...
and i havent have any children...

If NoT accident, the "yim wong" want my "miang" , then i'll continue my life~
i want a husband & a children~
if dun hav husband,
i borrow ppl sperm oso want to deliver one~

i want a happy family life...

i want a successful career...

i want everything that a human wishing~ ... ( juz little is enough...)


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Thats me, ...
a ppl who luv to dreaming very much...

i juz want to rest...

no matter how long i sleep...
i feel that...


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i'm very tired.... on doing everything...

sometimes...
i wish to throw away everything, go take out all my money from bank,
travel to another country... no matter is hongkong, taiwan or china, i also dont mind...

i just... wish to rest...

i really don't like the college life...
i wish to run away...
but...
i can't...

i'm so scare...
i'm scare to walk every future step...
BUt... No one could help me... OnlY me ... OnlY myself could help...
unfortunately... i don't know how... i dun know what can i do for HelP...
i REallY don't know...

who could help me...?
god bless me...


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