Was sick yesterday night, even my mom also. Something’s wrong with me??? Now only I know that my blood pressure was lower than normal people’s level and that caused me always felt dizzy. So have to take ‘Sun quick’, and drink tons of water oftenly. Arg…

Now I’m feeling well. Still a bit dizzy, and drank tons of water. The most exaggerate thing was my mom asked me to sit down and still, don’t walked around where there’s nobody at home. If you fainted no one can help you…. WA…I also scared since she said it until so brag. Is my sickness that serious??? Whatever, just be healthy everyone.

Then, there’s a curse among our group where mostly all my buddies been robbed. The latest was just happened on Saturday. The robber just grabbed her bag after she passed by the police stand. Ha-ha…what else they police will do??? Of course, chased the robber like illegal racing on the road. At last, did they manage to catch the robber??? That one, I don’t know. She lots few hundreds at least, should be??? Hope that our police officer will be more efficient and to those robbers, please stop robbing and snatching because someday you’ll know the consequences. THINK TWICE BEFORE YOU DO. Also touchwood to those (especially among the family)....

Thanks to J because he spared us meal for lunch yesterday.

Holiday going to end soon. What I’ve done during the holidays? Erm…lot of things!!! Watched TV - Stairway to Heaven, it is a very nice and romance Korea drama. Super nice yet too bad because these few days kept raining heavily in the noon and the drama start at 3pm on 8tv and 3.30pm on AEC, I missed few episodes!!! Arg…any 1 of you own the whole collection of the drama??? I wanted to borrow. This was the 3rd Korea drama that really attracted me, the 1st two drama was starring by Bae-Young-Jun, Winter Sonata and forgotten the name (something about the hotel where he plays his role as a rich guy and fall in love with the hotel stuff). Its super nice. Now, there’s another Korea drama on 8tv at night, 8.30pm Green Rose. Guess what? Even the aunties, uncles in market also got crazy for the drama. That’s my brother told me… The world had changed even the elders loves to follow the teens' steps.

Then, I ate pizza 3 days in a roll. Now I’m getting fatter…shit!!! Kinda addicted to it. Because mom just bought a new oven so wanted to give it a try, once started couldn't resist it. Oh my god…

Then, what else??? Mom bought me a new cell phone at last. I waited so long and at first she kept on ignored me and YES she’s great pretender. Whatever, now I got my new phone, happy for it!!! At least, not going out still get some new stuff. I wanted to go shopping because now Mega sales is on…its going to end soon. Then, I wanted to get a new shade. My dad lost it where both of them went out to have dinner and my dad didn’t lock the car so…got stolen!!! I hate the fella who stole it!!! I worked so hard for few weeks in KLCC it just got stole in a night!!! Hate it…although it happened few weeks back. Still, I’m angry and felt sad about it!!!

Online…nothing much. There are less and less people online now. Where the hell are they? I got two bad news, and 1 good news. Bad news go first. I went back to my grandma’s house (mommy‘s side) last Sunday, as usual they had dinner every weekends. Then, all my aunties and cousin’s kept telling me that

“Karen, you got new course mate now in KDU.”
“Uh? Oh really? Who?”
“Neh…Janet lo…your ‘biau moi’ (cousin) a…”
“Oh, that’s great!!!” *Bleh......*

I'm dead reluctant to study with her in a same college and even she doing the same course as me. I’ve been studied with her in a same school since I’m standard 3, I purposely transferred to there because of what her mom told my mom. My mom got influences from her mom and now seems like her mom got influences from my mom. Whatever, gosh…just get her away from me!!! I bet her mom won’t call me and asking me to watch-out her daughter and so on because I’m high pay ha-ha… Arg… and my second brother’s girlfriend, wanted to enroll KDU as well. Yes, they got right where they go and I’ve no right to stop them!!! The good news was, hahahhahahah…..hahhaha….haaha…as my senior TS told, once you recognized any new student to KDU you’ll get hundred above as commission. Hehe…and I’m gonna earned that $$$!!!

Was chatting half way with him, YK then suddenly he told that he had a girlfriend. Wow…I can feel that his world was lighten up by a rainbow. He become more talkative and keep on ‘hehe-ing’, okay! I know what he’s feeling now having the first girlfriend for his 18 years life living on this earth. So what??? You’ll know when you break up with the girl. Hey, I’m not being rude cursing him, just a warning to him, OKAY?

What make him so proud of having a girlfriend? Uh…that’s doesn’t mean anything to others as well. What would others say so? Erm…oh pity him because now only he got his first girlfriend so on. Whatever, as a friend I surely happy for him yet couldn’t understand why people do have to show-off when they got a partner??? Better held a dinner, or announce it through radio so let the whole nation will know that ____ has found the ones you love. Just doesn’t make sense at all. Keep it to yourself, for me I would like to dig dig dig people’s secret - secret digger. There are less and less fun when we hanging out together because you told him, her, them, that you has a girlfriend!!!

Then, some of them also being off!!! Showing their ‘strawberry’. Of course, some of them weren’t showing it purposely, others did indeed. Arg…people are like that on this earth? Really disgusting!!! Lustful ….

Arg……..what am I written here??? Shit…holiday does make me bored like hell. *sot sot*

I'm BACK ^^ ... FenNeL

well...
angel have create a new blog -- http://skyandcloud.blogspot.com

It's write in chinese~
hahaha, its almost same with me ~
only caren "U" ok, are all write in english~
ya~i know, your ënglish is better than your chinese~
what to do?

eh em... e..... yup...
This sem for me will be quite busy too although it is only 2 subject that i have to take for 7 weeks~
aiks... busy and boring...

i don't actually know what is angel writing about in her blog~
thats why... are my chinese become worse ?
oh my god... "no eye c~ **"

hey, caren~!
u giv NG TECK SING my email ar!?
how can he know my msn add~ ?

well, its ok ~
BUT!!! don't show him where is my blog K!
He is a big mouth and a ppl who don't know how to be sympathetic and don't know how to cares about ppl's feeling's Buffalo~
canot let him know where is my blog! if not the whole world will laugh at me!

when will you free?
juz tell me when will u go starbuck lar~
i'll go join u if after class (I mean at coll)
hahahaha~
then oklar~
keep in touch ~ My Dear.

I went to visit my senior the one who got shot. He’s kind of popular in the hospital because he’s face does published on the Malay Mail where the title was “Taking bullet ….” Told my senior, TS. Ridiculous, newspaper do exaggerated the news. I mean, it is serious but that wasn’t the truth. Whatever!!! Then doctors and nurses all visited him often and pops up those stupid question, asking “Oh, awak tu pemuda ka?”, “Ok ka?” Even a doctor came and asked him whether he is de robber or the victim… Funny, uh?

Also all his buddies were back to visit him. Is more like a gathering that held in hospital. Everyone worried and wondering how he feels so on. He’s okay, can talk and couldn’t sit still like normal just like us because he hit in abdomen. The bullet still inside his body, near backbone. “I can feel it”, he told.

Beside wedding feast, would there ever have an event or things that could bring all buddies or friends gather at once? Ah…funeral. I couldn’t say that it was a bad thing that we all met in the hospital it just…they all were buddies. Knew each others since Form 1 till Form 5 then separated yet they still have a small gathering – mamaking every weekend. Not much people attend but is more than a commitment that tells, we were all buddies and nothing gonna change that!!! Anything you need help, just buzz me!!! I’ll be right there!!! It couldn’t deny that they’re super close to each other even separated from far… Even from Scotland, TH also called back and almost catches a flight back here… (Just kidding yet he almost do it.)

Buddy, buddy, my lifetime buddy where A always called me. But what its means as a buddy? A lifetime buddy? I’m envy their friendship which they could last it until now and in the future as well; they got married…till old…aunties and uncles…grandma and grandpa.

Erm…happy to see them and yet still happy. Get well soon, CK.


WHERE’S MY BUDDIES?

Mother of Shakey & Piggy. This is Shakey...where Piggy was still sleeping inside the nest.

I havent been here in a while. Lot of stuff wanted to say so yet...doesn't know where to start it? Its okay...erm...just to inform you guys that there are 2 cuties in my house also new member to the Lee's family.

I never realized that there's a bird nest on the top of one of my mom's tree. Till the day, my brother, Kennu told me then I knew. I wasn't so busy yet relax... Just being doesn't care anything that happened around me. Okay....then I started pay attention to it. Every morning before I left the house, sure I checked on them whether they are okay? ALive? and so on. They were doing fine at first and since the past few weeks was raining, heavily indeed. We all started worried plus their mother seems like abandoned them earlier but sometimes I spotted others birdy will feed them. Gald..that they being so nice.

After 3 weeks then, they getting bigger and Shakey could stand its own around the nest. Its keeps on shaking where I dont know why? Piggy, still same old time - kept on sleeping all the time. At times, I'm not sure whether its alive or what? Their mother seldom come back to take care of them...

The next morning...Kennu, woke me up! Asking me whether did I do anything to cuties. Of course, NOPE!!! I just took few pictures from them, nothing much.

"That's weird, where are they?"
"Aiya, maybe they flew away d. They'd grown up what?"
"Stupid a? How old are they? Flew away???"
"Then? Where they went?"
"How I know? You think I'm the guard a?"

We've been talking this topic untill dad's home. When dad's cleaning the 'longkang', dad called me and my brother, says that Piggy's here. Its found dead and where's Shakey??? NO one knows...

Arg...Thought they will have a wonderful life yet all my dream spoilt after a night. Why they would never get a chance to see the world??? Why would their mom being so cruel to them; abandoned them. Why would the GOD never give them a chance to grow? Why giving hope to them at first then took it away later?

Rest in peace, Shakey & Piggy.
(Still got few pictures haven't post, the loading was freaking slow. Anyway will post it in few days.)

Yesterday, I met my senior, TS. He told that another senior got warded because "kena" shoot by gun where he was struggle with the robber. He's doing fine now, got operation yesterday morning. Will visit him soon. 2k and lost few handphones....aih...$$$ just let him take la, why so 'kan cheong' about it? Can earn back in the future what. The news did published on the newspaper on Monday.

Hope you get well soon, CK.

Take care everyone. Happy holiday...

Sitting alone in Starbuck coffee shop here drinking a cup of ice-blended Mocha, nothing much. I felt relax although there are lot of work to do. Yet sometimes human should get a way out from all these hectic work, right? Is been long time I never post up any post. Not because of my laziness and my angriness towards Robin…

Now I’m back with my pc but have to get a new modem at first (do not know what happen to it, It just could not connect online). Well, as usual I read my mail and visit others blog as well. Today, is my best friend Jane’s 19 years old birthday. But then I couldn’t celebrate with her today due to my assignments and coll yet she’s in Genting now with my secondary classmates. Sure she enjoy it very much. Really do hope that she have fun and a memorable birthday. Birthday yea…sure full of fun.

I showed K one of my primary school photo album. She laughed because of my old look (everyone has that, because young time). I found out one thing. Even now, I didn’t get to know her still in the future sure I’ll get to her as well, because she knew mostly all my primary school friends. I was shocked where the world was freaking small. I know you, you know me…I know your friends and you know mine as well…Funny!!!

Coincident? Nope, I think everyone is connected to each other. I depend on you where you depend on me. That’s a fact. Just like marriage? We all keep on searching our life partner then getting to know him/her well and got married. Then they will shared their things, secrets…genuinely. Children, grandchild, great-grandchild…on and on. It will never stop.
I read about Fennel’s post…is about her coll’s life where she worrying about her result and so on. She fed up the life of being single as in independent, alone in coll. She mentioned about friends who were close then suddenly just walked out her life and became stranger. I’ve been through that before they even left me when the moment I need them the most. I’m okay with it or else I’m used to it. Sincere doesn’t help anything, still people will betrayed you and take opportunity on you.

Wow…confession time. Congrats to all my buddies those who found their partner and best friend. Also wish you all be happy always. Take care and

I’M BACK!!!

P/s: HAPPY BIRTDAY, Jane.

By,

PP.