What people usual will do when New Year’s coming around the corner??? Erm…decorating house, get new stuff / clothing, repaint the house??? For me, seriously I do nothing instead of watching TV program. I’ve got no regrets of asking my mom last time to get Astro! Yet it’s bad also because it keep repeating the shows again and again. Come out with some new shows la….Please…..Don’t ya remember your priority was us – the customers, ASTRO!!!
Well, I’m here to tell you the history of the Lam’s family!!! Wait, I’m just joking. I just know a little bit of it, I guess will know the complete story during the reunion dinner time. Yea, okay…all are busying with the house. There are 3 families moving to their new home (home sweet home). It caused us got a new place to hang out during Chinese New Year, not bad though. New Year = New home to them.
College reopens next Tuesday, holidays going to end soon. Just another year…Any wishes to make for the brand new year??? Academic pass with flying colors? Wanted to gain big $$$? A new cell phone etc…
The most practical one was:
To everyone around me could stay healthy and peace.
To those who are going to take their finals during January, I wish you all the best and good luck in your exams.
Also towards all my friends, friendship forever!
To those entire lecturer in college, nice to see you guys again. Thanks for the lessons, I pay though.
BLESS YOU ALL….
(Reminders : To those primary schoolmates, there's a gathering for all of you on 7th January, venue - opposite of primary school. For further information, please call the helpline, don't you know???)
Retainer; sucks...I feel suffering because I could not talk clearly, like I'm short tongue! And I have to wear it for half years, what a joke!!!
The day keeps on raining and caused everywhere jam....Very jam....
I stuck in the traffic more than 30 minutes...
Elder brother's car got hit by a motorcycle...
Actually he went to wrong lane so caused the accident.
Then dad gone mad and keep on scolding and wondering whether is he speeding???
Also he lose few hundreds just to pay for the motorist...
Brother he's sad and felt so sorry towards his car...
Mom headaching because wondering how much have to pay for the car repairing....
What a day....
The day keeps on raining and caused everywhere jam....Very jam....
I stuck in the traffic more than 30 minutes...
Elder brother's car got hit by a motorcycle...
Actually he went to wrong lane so caused the accident.
Then dad gone mad and keep on scolding and wondering whether is he speeding???
Also he lose few hundreds just to pay for the motorist...
Brother he's sad and felt so sorry towards his car...
Mom headaching because wondering how much have to pay for the car repairing....
What a day....
Thank you Santa Clause because of you we celebrate Christmas and had a great, joyful party last night.
Thank you for preparing the food and party, Ai Wee.
Thank you and glad that you’re born 26th Dec; we had a great party, Kay.
Thank you for giving me a ride to Klang just to attend the joyful party, Jen.
Thank you for the Christmas present, Andy.
Thank you for the brilliant idea (Band’s name) and could bring them down easily, Alex.
Thank you for being a good partner, Tiffany.
Thank you for the “watermelon and drink”, Simon.
Thank you for the delicious birthday cake, Cheryl.
Thank you for showing your unique kissing style, we won't learn though, Shennie.
Thank you for the sketch, Daniel.
It’s amazing where a bunch of strangers also known as JOKERs meet up and spends time together; getting closer and closer day by day. We’ve been through life and death, joy and sadness….
A brand new year has come, wish all of you stay healthy and bless you all.
Your friend,
Karen (PP)
Thank you for preparing the food and party, Ai Wee.
Thank you and glad that you’re born 26th Dec; we had a great party, Kay.
Thank you for giving me a ride to Klang just to attend the joyful party, Jen.
Thank you for the Christmas present, Andy.
Thank you for the brilliant idea (Band’s name) and could bring them down easily, Alex.
Thank you for being a good partner, Tiffany.
Thank you for the “watermelon and drink”, Simon.
Thank you for the delicious birthday cake, Cheryl.
Thank you for showing your unique kissing style, we won't learn though, Shennie.
Thank you for the sketch, Daniel.
It’s amazing where a bunch of strangers also known as JOKERs meet up and spends time together; getting closer and closer day by day. We’ve been through life and death, joy and sadness….
A brand new year has come, wish all of you stay healthy and bless you all.
Your friend,
Karen (PP)
Dad come and pick me up around 12.15pm I thought I was late for the date. So I rush to the place where I had deal with Vanessa, meet her up there then the journey begins… I waited for almost 10-15 minutes, and I started to think that is she forgotten about our appointment? What had happened to her? As I know her, never late for any appointment…”Zzz… (Phone vibrate) the screen of the phone shows, 1 Message! Okay…”I’ll be there ten mins cos my mum…” So, okay ten mins time couldn’t I just wait for that since I’m here for so long!
Finally, a girl with long hair, spaghetti tube (pink and white), mini denim skirt, BRACES… (Ha-ha!) There she is! Vanessa, I met her since form 2 onwards we became best friend and then she got special friend whom also same primary school with me yet I’m not that closed with her special friend. Okay…then she’s studying in *&%#$@( sorry, I don’t know what college she’s from yet she’s doing LAW.
We suppose going to Mid Valley but she thought I wanted to go Time Square so is okay….and we got confuse and no idea where we heading to. So… ended up the day in Sg. Wang. Well… the day was happy, tired though because after she had lunch around 1.30 we started walk around the whole complex without rest. Arg… I was dead tired! Ha-ha…happy also because I got what I want and she got her flip flop!!!
*I bought a pair of sox...and a badge!!!*
*Nice?*
Well, occupied my day by shopping!!!
Satisfy lol....
Finally, a girl with long hair, spaghetti tube (pink and white), mini denim skirt, BRACES… (Ha-ha!) There she is! Vanessa, I met her since form 2 onwards we became best friend and then she got special friend whom also same primary school with me yet I’m not that closed with her special friend. Okay…then she’s studying in *&%#$@( sorry, I don’t know what college she’s from yet she’s doing LAW.
We suppose going to Mid Valley but she thought I wanted to go Time Square so is okay….and we got confuse and no idea where we heading to. So… ended up the day in Sg. Wang. Well… the day was happy, tired though because after she had lunch around 1.30 we started walk around the whole complex without rest. Arg… I was dead tired! Ha-ha…happy also because I got what I want and she got her flip flop!!!
*I bought a pair of sox...and a badge!!!*
*Nice?*Well, occupied my day by shopping!!!
Satisfy lol....
Happy day...
Today, I met Fennel. We had lunch together then we chit chat around for few hours. Time does fly. We met up 12pm…”tic tak, tic tak” then 3 +pm. We discussed about work (for her assignment), gossip (hehe…busybody), and others member latest news, for sure. Okay…then my NS friend had came down from Malacca.
JJ...a boy I met in camp. He’s the only friend which I had met for the second times after NS. Others friend, nope! Because we clash the time (all studying) and so on. I’m not using excuses to avoid them yet I’m really busy with my college work last time but now I’m freaking free (having semester break) then they all having exam and so on. Only JJ would come from Malacca and met up.
Both of them I met today shared similarities. Both have difficulties on academic, others stuff. Seems like I’m the only one who free from all difficulties because I’m done with all my assignment and exams. Yeah….relax yet bored like hell. I felt I did occupy my day well because I had a “gathering’ with friend only two though. The day was great…
Difficulties which fennel suffered - presentation and exams which is coming next week. Well not to worried, just go ahead and get ready for it. It will end soon…very soon. Presentation??? About makeup! That’s quite surprise because I’d never touch up for this kind of topic for a proposal, it’s quite interesting though. She shows me some steps apply makeup, and foundation stuff??? Lots where I would learn it in the future. Hehe….just take it as a warm up for my future interview stuff lo…
Question, if you’re a girl who always makeup and never go out without makeup, and imagine one day you’re late for a very vital exam or appointment, will you still makeup instead rush to the exam hall or appointment???
(Don’t answer! Keep it to yourself.)
Difficulties where people face would not call a problem because “if there’s a will, there’s a way”, ha-ha…. Same thing goes to JJ. The way you take things will do influence your mind in handling things, others also. So…just take it easy and chill. Rest more instead play arcade till 3-4 am…
Question, never ever do compare with others, right? If you get your result for CGPA 3.33 over 4, wasn’t it counted enough? More than enough? There’s no perfectionist on this earth living, right?
(Don’t answer! Keep it to yourself.)
Well, people do have their own problems. As a friend of you all, I’ll try my best on helping you guys to settle the problems. See??? I’m nice, right?
We still have to go through a very long journey to reach the end, so us all holding on and going strong. Join the race we’ll be first place. Give me glue we’ll be good as new yea.
Take care guys!
By,
PP.
JJ...a boy I met in camp. He’s the only friend which I had met for the second times after NS. Others friend, nope! Because we clash the time (all studying) and so on. I’m not using excuses to avoid them yet I’m really busy with my college work last time but now I’m freaking free (having semester break) then they all having exam and so on. Only JJ would come from Malacca and met up.
Both of them I met today shared similarities. Both have difficulties on academic, others stuff. Seems like I’m the only one who free from all difficulties because I’m done with all my assignment and exams. Yeah….relax yet bored like hell. I felt I did occupy my day well because I had a “gathering’ with friend only two though. The day was great…
Difficulties which fennel suffered - presentation and exams which is coming next week. Well not to worried, just go ahead and get ready for it. It will end soon…very soon. Presentation??? About makeup! That’s quite surprise because I’d never touch up for this kind of topic for a proposal, it’s quite interesting though. She shows me some steps apply makeup, and foundation stuff??? Lots where I would learn it in the future. Hehe….just take it as a warm up for my future interview stuff lo…
Question, if you’re a girl who always makeup and never go out without makeup, and imagine one day you’re late for a very vital exam or appointment, will you still makeup instead rush to the exam hall or appointment???
(Don’t answer! Keep it to yourself.)
Difficulties where people face would not call a problem because “if there’s a will, there’s a way”, ha-ha…. Same thing goes to JJ. The way you take things will do influence your mind in handling things, others also. So…just take it easy and chill. Rest more instead play arcade till 3-4 am…
Question, never ever do compare with others, right? If you get your result for CGPA 3.33 over 4, wasn’t it counted enough? More than enough? There’s no perfectionist on this earth living, right?
(Don’t answer! Keep it to yourself.)
Well, people do have their own problems. As a friend of you all, I’ll try my best on helping you guys to settle the problems. See??? I’m nice, right?
We still have to go through a very long journey to reach the end, so us all holding on and going strong. Join the race we’ll be first place. Give me glue we’ll be good as new yea.
Take care guys!
By,
PP.
Present again...
aiks...
i don't understand why i have to present...again!
but this time is a group presentation~
thats the problem!!
you can't make all the time become yours~
last malay group presentation~
because of my group member~ i havent finish my present!!! **
all their fault~ man... sad.... aiks...
now~ somemore kena present a title that i don't know what it mean ~ ai~
why i so "sui" one~
i don't know how can be more sui than this year liao...
this year's "sui" ady make me feel my world become dark ~
oh god~ pls don't make it so hard~
grooming...
izit about the manner? ai... i dont understand.....
next week have to pass up the proposal ady.... fainting....
can u see~ so many chicken and star walk on my head....
ai... i want to watch chicken little ... and "ru guo ai..."
i've so long.... dint go for movie.....
ai....
i want movie .... with a KFC as lunch... and secret recipe as dinner....
ai...
tomorrow have a FAU NITE~
well, it is a party ~ oso as a activities for me to claim what stupid credit hours~
somemore asking all girl wear green~ boys wear chocalate... Tree wor...
STUPID~
somemore with casual HIP HOP style~
sampat kia!
if not this society! i'll so suffer?!
i'll need to go to the camp! somemore look like a dog?
waste my money more than 200 ?! har?!!!
what a FIRST AID UNIT! I HATE U ...
have "tou lam" err!!! how to wear hop hop! stupid lar si fau!
aaaaa.....
i don't understand why i have to present...again!
but this time is a group presentation~
thats the problem!!
you can't make all the time become yours~
last malay group presentation~
because of my group member~ i havent finish my present!!! **
all their fault~ man... sad.... aiks...
now~ somemore kena present a title that i don't know what it mean ~ ai~
why i so "sui" one~
i don't know how can be more sui than this year liao...
this year's "sui" ady make me feel my world become dark ~
oh god~ pls don't make it so hard~
grooming...
izit about the manner? ai... i dont understand.....
next week have to pass up the proposal ady.... fainting....
can u see~ so many chicken and star walk on my head....
ai... i want to watch chicken little ... and "ru guo ai..."
i've so long.... dint go for movie.....
ai....
i want movie .... with a KFC as lunch... and secret recipe as dinner....
ai...
tomorrow have a FAU NITE~
well, it is a party ~ oso as a activities for me to claim what stupid credit hours~
somemore asking all girl wear green~ boys wear chocalate... Tree wor...
STUPID~
somemore with casual HIP HOP style~
sampat kia!
if not this society! i'll so suffer?!
i'll need to go to the camp! somemore look like a dog?
waste my money more than 200 ?! har?!!!
what a FIRST AID UNIT! I HATE U ...
have "tou lam" err!!! how to wear hop hop! stupid lar si fau!
aaaaa.....
Don't you know??? Menace....
A CD player for a car, Panasonic cost RM 200+, I’m not sure the exact price for it yet I don’t care. My dad gets a cd player for his car, so I thought him so expert toward the player (the quality, tone etc). Okay, that’s fine. The most important thing was he never ask the foreman to tune in the frequency and he drove back he never realize it (because the fellow just tune in 1 frequency for him then he thought it’s fine…) After back home, just keep calling me, do this and that, tune here and there, try this cd o else. I just “beh tahan” anymore, and ask him, how the fellow tune? Ask him tune for you also, then only you come back what! Go there and setup this then you come back here a?”
The funniest thing was the frequency only from 7.00 to 8.88, yet it will automatically tune back to 7.00…LOUSY CD PLAYER…
They just gone too far, my mom sitting in front of the TV watching me walk to the parking lot so many times yet she still ordering me go to the kitchen baked this and that, keep the stove on etc….com’on! I’m not a ninja, can’t see I’m busy with the radio thingy yet you still ordering me? What’s wrong with you, MOM? This is not the first time…Even I’m watching TV, or doing my own stuff still she will call…show me your menace la…
I damn mad at her now…
“WHAT LA…STOPS CALLING ME, OKAY?”
Leader.
The funniest thing was the frequency only from 7.00 to 8.88, yet it will automatically tune back to 7.00…LOUSY CD PLAYER…
They just gone too far, my mom sitting in front of the TV watching me walk to the parking lot so many times yet she still ordering me go to the kitchen baked this and that, keep the stove on etc….com’on! I’m not a ninja, can’t see I’m busy with the radio thingy yet you still ordering me? What’s wrong with you, MOM? This is not the first time…Even I’m watching TV, or doing my own stuff still she will call…show me your menace la…
I damn mad at her now…
“WHAT LA…STOPS CALLING ME, OKAY?”
Leader.
Agree ^^
well~ to not making everyone confusing~
i'm fennel~ and if any post write in color~ i'm fennel~ ok~ ^^
emm~
hehe~
leader, i'm very agree with what you talk on your post~ its true!
"True love never goes easy" ~
for my opinion, a person who keep changing their boy/girl friends, it means that the person is not mature enough~ don't you think so?
Well, for me, if i wish to be with a guy~ of course, i've think very far~
>> i will marry you~
if not, don't even near me , i tell you~ stupid wolf~
what i can't believe is...
your cousin!! what happening with him?! so young!
so did you mean the girl who is 16 has pregnant? if not, it wouldn't married so fast ....
CRAZY ...
i wonder will their relationship last forever, but i think they aren't mature enough to manage their relationship, and maybe don't know what's mean LOVE...
That's why peoples always said~ born a daughter will always rugi one... ai...
now i'm start worry for my future daughter...
fainting~
Poh~ it doesn't mean you kolot ~u know~?
it means~
you are mature enough to think this kind of things~
normally a person who've been hurt by someone baru will mature so FAST~ hehehe
it means?... i don't know~ hahaha
one thing is...
two people go out... do you really think a guy should pay for all? ...
well, i don't think so, if a guy is still studying~
HEY MAN~ he is not working, where is the money come from?!
next time when you born a boy, u'll know when he is DATING i tell you~
eh~ tell you something i don't like ~ i think you too~
my friend huey chyi said...
she saw KohChewLing & NgKienChuan walk together in TARcollege~ from the same classroom...
waaaaaa.... forturnately i haven't meet them after leave chong hwa~
u see~ the relationship that we thought will end very fast but it still continue till now~
so unbelievable ~ doesn't it?
aiya~ if your faith ady arrive, no matter how young or how old you are~
you'll surely be with him/her~
so what to worry for?
if your faith forever never come~ then just "chut ga" be a "nei gu" then ma ok lor~
i've "da suan" do like that ady~
so nothing to worry about~
i'll walk to the buddha~
but....
heheh~
no meat eat very sad one wor...
hehhe~
then....
i'll think twice ~ hahahaha
i'm fennel~ and if any post write in color~ i'm fennel~ ok~ ^^
emm~
hehe~
leader, i'm very agree with what you talk on your post~ its true!
"True love never goes easy" ~
for my opinion, a person who keep changing their boy/girl friends, it means that the person is not mature enough~ don't you think so?
Well, for me, if i wish to be with a guy~ of course, i've think very far~
>> i will marry you~
if not, don't even near me , i tell you~ stupid wolf~
what i can't believe is...
your cousin!! what happening with him?! so young!
so did you mean the girl who is 16 has pregnant? if not, it wouldn't married so fast ....
CRAZY ...
i wonder will their relationship last forever, but i think they aren't mature enough to manage their relationship, and maybe don't know what's mean LOVE...
That's why peoples always said~ born a daughter will always rugi one... ai...
now i'm start worry for my future daughter...
fainting~
Poh~ it doesn't mean you kolot ~u know~?
it means~
you are mature enough to think this kind of things~
normally a person who've been hurt by someone baru will mature so FAST~ hehehe
it means?... i don't know~ hahaha
one thing is...
two people go out... do you really think a guy should pay for all? ...
well, i don't think so, if a guy is still studying~
HEY MAN~ he is not working, where is the money come from?!
next time when you born a boy, u'll know when he is DATING i tell you~
eh~ tell you something i don't like ~ i think you too~
my friend huey chyi said...
she saw KohChewLing & NgKienChuan walk together in TARcollege~ from the same classroom...
waaaaaa.... forturnately i haven't meet them after leave chong hwa~
u see~ the relationship that we thought will end very fast but it still continue till now~
so unbelievable ~ doesn't it?
aiya~ if your faith ady arrive, no matter how young or how old you are~
you'll surely be with him/her~
so what to worry for?
if your faith forever never come~ then just "chut ga" be a "nei gu" then ma ok lor~
i've "da suan" do like that ady~
so nothing to worry about~
i'll walk to the buddha~
but....
heheh~
no meat eat very sad one wor...
hehhe~
then....
i'll think twice ~ hahahaha
Dinner time, on the way heading to Cheras – as usual dad fetch Uncle Cheung. So okay…I just keep quite and “pay fully attention” towards what the elderly would chat about. Blablablabla…So automatically I pull out my cell phone jus send few message. “Ting…” My phone rang because message, thank god this message does save my life – my boring life. Okay…from Amy, member of Pork Union. Okay...she’s doing fine in Malacca and the exclusive news was she got a boyfriend!!!
Erm…I hurry reply it and congrats gal. Last wishes to her were “True love never goes easy”. Okay… question – People do need love? Not necessary from “pak toh” (loving couple type), love from family, friends will do help also, right? Erm…I mean for a student like me, as my mom say, just focus on your studies do not pak toh yea. BEHAVE!!! Okay okay… I listen and re-think the question and “order” few times, mostly my friends do have their partner and such a loving couple they are (not the time where they fight or quarrel…oh that’s terrible!) Yet at times I would share their story with my mom, she will like, “Ew…see! If let me know that you’re hooked up with some guy, WATCHOUT!! Is like she’s using the microphone yelling at me, reminding me DON’T ever pak toh during college life, better do when working because I got financial support.
One of my cousin just got married because p@#%$^t, so okay. The boy (my cousin) just 20, and the bride, 16 if I’m not mistaken. Okay, what I think they would not have a happy ending because they are still young and yet does not have any career (now their family help to support their financial – as the elderly used to say “just add on 1 more pair chopstick when having dinner”. Erm…as long as their parents, my uncle could support it what do I care for? Why would I say their marriage would not last? Because they just too young to get married and do not know each other well and so on. They get together because of obligation. Just have to say, now we are living in 21st century man, who cares you married and divorce??? Yea, true! Its common…why would I being so kolot???
What I think it’s really make sense sometimes, two people going out have to spend $$$ in double. IF your boyfriend was a gentleman sure they will pay for all automatically. But I would not like people pay for me even boyfriend, I prefer “AA zai” (pay our own)…except my mom because ATM what – Auto Telling Mother!!!
*I heard an interesting thing before from a Taiwan Host. What he says does make sense also and it will reduce the rate of people divorce.
A and B just hooked for few months so they plan to get married. Such good news. They are getting married; they are busying doing the arrangement for wedding stuffs. Okay…on the wedding feast night they are very busy; serve and toasting and chit chatting around. They do not even have time for their dinner. After the wedding feast, they went back home, ate Maggie mee because they have nothing for the whole day. Okay…fine! A, the girl do think and says, “Wow… unbelievable, couldn’t imagine a marriage could be so hectic and busy, we better don’t divorce ya. Because I do not want to go over this again. Once is enough!!!”
Based on the lifestyle I am having now, I got LOVE – from friends, parents, and so on. So about being a loving couple??? Erm…just maybe I would say Mr. Right have not turn out yet, is just not the right time (I do not have faith yea). Ha-ha…why would I suddenly talking about this interesting subject??? Would not know, just…
As last….to Kavita, Chui Ling, Andy and those who are single now.
SINGLE MANSEI (Longevity)!!!
By
PP
Erm…I hurry reply it and congrats gal. Last wishes to her were “True love never goes easy”. Okay… question – People do need love? Not necessary from “pak toh” (loving couple type), love from family, friends will do help also, right? Erm…I mean for a student like me, as my mom say, just focus on your studies do not pak toh yea. BEHAVE!!! Okay okay… I listen and re-think the question and “order” few times, mostly my friends do have their partner and such a loving couple they are (not the time where they fight or quarrel…oh that’s terrible!) Yet at times I would share their story with my mom, she will like, “Ew…see! If let me know that you’re hooked up with some guy, WATCHOUT!! Is like she’s using the microphone yelling at me, reminding me DON’T ever pak toh during college life, better do when working because I got financial support.
One of my cousin just got married because p@#%$^t, so okay. The boy (my cousin) just 20, and the bride, 16 if I’m not mistaken. Okay, what I think they would not have a happy ending because they are still young and yet does not have any career (now their family help to support their financial – as the elderly used to say “just add on 1 more pair chopstick when having dinner”. Erm…as long as their parents, my uncle could support it what do I care for? Why would I say their marriage would not last? Because they just too young to get married and do not know each other well and so on. They get together because of obligation. Just have to say, now we are living in 21st century man, who cares you married and divorce??? Yea, true! Its common…why would I being so kolot???
What I think it’s really make sense sometimes, two people going out have to spend $$$ in double. IF your boyfriend was a gentleman sure they will pay for all automatically. But I would not like people pay for me even boyfriend, I prefer “AA zai” (pay our own)…except my mom because ATM what – Auto Telling Mother!!!
*I heard an interesting thing before from a Taiwan Host. What he says does make sense also and it will reduce the rate of people divorce.
A and B just hooked for few months so they plan to get married. Such good news. They are getting married; they are busying doing the arrangement for wedding stuffs. Okay…on the wedding feast night they are very busy; serve and toasting and chit chatting around. They do not even have time for their dinner. After the wedding feast, they went back home, ate Maggie mee because they have nothing for the whole day. Okay…fine! A, the girl do think and says, “Wow… unbelievable, couldn’t imagine a marriage could be so hectic and busy, we better don’t divorce ya. Because I do not want to go over this again. Once is enough!!!”
Based on the lifestyle I am having now, I got LOVE – from friends, parents, and so on. So about being a loving couple??? Erm…just maybe I would say Mr. Right have not turn out yet, is just not the right time (I do not have faith yea). Ha-ha…why would I suddenly talking about this interesting subject??? Would not know, just…
As last….to Kavita, Chui Ling, Andy and those who are single now.
SINGLE MANSEI (Longevity)!!!
By
PP
DreaMinG...
this few weeks... i wonder what am i doing... everyday is like dreaming
I skip whatever LecTureR class...
I din't do anything in the assignment...
everything done by my friends...
what happen to me? ...
i wonder why am i like that...
i feel so sick...
do my mental sICk?...
i've no spirit on doing everything...
i feel depress... so tired to think everything,
No mood to do anything...
what can i do to make myself WAKE UP?...
i feel so sad...
so down...
i think... if i'm not happy enough , then maybe ~
i'll have that kind of opinion -- "just drink sheltox..."
luckily, i'm still awake~ a bit...
ai... i so kia si, i know i'll not do that stupid thing~
bcoz i havent married... ~n~
ya~ itz abit funny, but its true...
and i havent have any children...
If NoT accident, the "yim wong" want my "miang" , then i'll continue my life~
i want a husband & a children~
if dun hav husband,
i borrow ppl sperm oso want to deliver one~
i want a happy family life...
i want a successful career...
i want everything that a human wishing~ ... ( juz little is enough...)
...
.....
...
.....
.......
...
.
Thats me, ...
a ppl who luv to dreaming very much...
i juz want to rest...
no matter how long i sleep...
i feel that...
..
....
...
...
i'm very tired.... on doing everything...
sometimes...
i wish to throw away everything, go take out all my money from bank,
travel to another country... no matter is hongkong, taiwan or china, i also dont mind...
i just... wish to rest...
i really don't like the college life...
i wish to run away...
but...
i can't...
i'm so scare...
i'm scare to walk every future step...
BUt... No one could help me... OnlY me ... OnlY myself could help...
unfortunately... i don't know how... i dun know what can i do for HelP...
i REallY don't know...
who could help me...?
god bless me...
............ CSD ............
this few weeks... i wonder what am i doing... everyday is like dreaming
I skip whatever LecTureR class...
I din't do anything in the assignment...
everything done by my friends...
what happen to me? ...
i wonder why am i like that...
i feel so sick...
do my mental sICk?...
i've no spirit on doing everything...
i feel depress... so tired to think everything,
No mood to do anything...
what can i do to make myself WAKE UP?...
i feel so sad...
so down...
i think... if i'm not happy enough , then maybe ~
i'll have that kind of opinion -- "just drink sheltox..."
luckily, i'm still awake~ a bit...
ai... i so kia si, i know i'll not do that stupid thing~
bcoz i havent married... ~n~
ya~ itz abit funny, but its true...
and i havent have any children...
If NoT accident, the "yim wong" want my "miang" , then i'll continue my life~
i want a husband & a children~
if dun hav husband,
i borrow ppl sperm oso want to deliver one~
i want a happy family life...
i want a successful career...
i want everything that a human wishing~ ... ( juz little is enough...)
...
.....
...
.....
.......
...
.
Thats me, ...
a ppl who luv to dreaming very much...
i juz want to rest...
no matter how long i sleep...
i feel that...
..
....
...
...
i'm very tired.... on doing everything...
sometimes...
i wish to throw away everything, go take out all my money from bank,
travel to another country... no matter is hongkong, taiwan or china, i also dont mind...
i just... wish to rest...
i really don't like the college life...
i wish to run away...
but...
i can't...
i'm so scare...
i'm scare to walk every future step...
BUt... No one could help me... OnlY me ... OnlY myself could help...
unfortunately... i don't know how... i dun know what can i do for HelP...
i REallY don't know...
who could help me...?
god bless me...
............ CSD ............
I gain I lost.
Christmas is coming all of us will be busying around decorating our own house by putting Christmas tree and so on. Even walked on the street I also could feel that Santa clause is coming to town. Yet it also represent that this year is going to end soon. What had I done through the year?
I gain and I lost. What I gain? I gain a nice sweet memories where I’d been chosen to National Service and stayed up for 3 months living with strangers and became close friends. A life experience that I would never ever could forget. Catherine, a girl I met in camp, she taught me lots of thing and would share everything with me. Thanks girl! After camp ends, 2 weeks time I have to settle my college stuff and wondering which college I enrolled. Then I choose, KDU.
First day, in college my parents send me there I almost late for classes because I could not find out where the class is. So then, I met Kavita. She was the 1st person I met in college and I talk to. Then Evon, Vicky….then the “family”. The first semester we all get to know each other well and lots of good memories. Of course, during semester break “the family” planned going Genting just to have fun and so on. Okay…we went and some conflict did happened among us, after the trip we separated into 2 gang yet I still called all of us “the family”. Though we all pretend that nothing happened during the trip and wondering what had happened caused we spilt into 2...just reluctant to think
Then, Eunice’s birthday. Ai wee, Neik, Kavita, Chon Ho, Alex and I busying shopping just to get a present for the birthday, and we got her present - heels. After a month of her birth, a news spread through the March intake where Eunice suffered from dengue caused her warded. “The family” worried, Neik called to her house and ask about her condition, she’s fine (what a good news to all of us) yet we plan to visit her in the hospital. Things seems going fine but that night we received a news that she had passed away…
All of us were sad, we gathered together and get care for her then we all went to her funeral. Lots of her friends turned out. As they said, she’s an angel, kind helpful and so on. And yes…she was a beautiful angel!!! I lost two friends, the other caused of accident….I take it as a challenge where I have go through and be strong just like others did. I feel numb where I received the news from my mom, she told that grandma had passed away. All of a sudden, this wasn’t a good year to me. People left me away….I totally lost them…
People just have to forget what they did in the past, no matter happiness or sadness. Life still go on. We could not stop half in the way, others will push you and keep reminding you MOVE ON, this was not the place you suppose to stop at! Where’s my station??? Death will end this all…it will bring away my gain and lost; sadness and happiness along.
2006 coming, a brand new year. Life goes on, back to college as usual….
Christmas is coming all of us will be busying around decorating our own house by putting Christmas tree and so on. Even walked on the street I also could feel that Santa clause is coming to town. Yet it also represent that this year is going to end soon. What had I done through the year?
I gain and I lost. What I gain? I gain a nice sweet memories where I’d been chosen to National Service and stayed up for 3 months living with strangers and became close friends. A life experience that I would never ever could forget. Catherine, a girl I met in camp, she taught me lots of thing and would share everything with me. Thanks girl! After camp ends, 2 weeks time I have to settle my college stuff and wondering which college I enrolled. Then I choose, KDU.
First day, in college my parents send me there I almost late for classes because I could not find out where the class is. So then, I met Kavita. She was the 1st person I met in college and I talk to. Then Evon, Vicky….then the “family”. The first semester we all get to know each other well and lots of good memories. Of course, during semester break “the family” planned going Genting just to have fun and so on. Okay…we went and some conflict did happened among us, after the trip we separated into 2 gang yet I still called all of us “the family”. Though we all pretend that nothing happened during the trip and wondering what had happened caused we spilt into 2...just reluctant to think
Then, Eunice’s birthday. Ai wee, Neik, Kavita, Chon Ho, Alex and I busying shopping just to get a present for the birthday, and we got her present - heels. After a month of her birth, a news spread through the March intake where Eunice suffered from dengue caused her warded. “The family” worried, Neik called to her house and ask about her condition, she’s fine (what a good news to all of us) yet we plan to visit her in the hospital. Things seems going fine but that night we received a news that she had passed away…
All of us were sad, we gathered together and get care for her then we all went to her funeral. Lots of her friends turned out. As they said, she’s an angel, kind helpful and so on. And yes…she was a beautiful angel!!! I lost two friends, the other caused of accident….I take it as a challenge where I have go through and be strong just like others did. I feel numb where I received the news from my mom, she told that grandma had passed away. All of a sudden, this wasn’t a good year to me. People left me away….I totally lost them…
People just have to forget what they did in the past, no matter happiness or sadness. Life still go on. We could not stop half in the way, others will push you and keep reminding you MOVE ON, this was not the place you suppose to stop at! Where’s my station??? Death will end this all…it will bring away my gain and lost; sadness and happiness along.
2006 coming, a brand new year. Life goes on, back to college as usual….
“It’s confirmed, PP. At 12 noon today, I was told that I wouldn’t be needed next term. Time to pack up…” ,
Fishtail.
Just reach home then I took a bath, as usual. Rest awhile since tomorrow got no exam so just chill around…still got no nothing to do so I went online. The first thing I do of course visit my blog; check whether is there anyone commenting about my blog.
Once the title of my blog pops up I hurry click on the comment link (can’t wait to see people’s comment). Is kind of sad, I saw fishtail’s comment mentioning about he’s been told ….I could feel that how much he loves his job by teaching his students about the history / moral and so on (Something he know well). Of course we, as a student did enjoy the class much and feel comfortable in the way he teach…just relax and no rush for assignment!!!
But it’s going to end soon…when is the last time I talk to fishtail face-to-face? Erm...just few days ago in the office where he was sitting besides Ms. Peggy (I remember that the table were used to label part- time). He was checking the marking scheme for Malaysian Studies and he saw me.
“PP, how good your friend is, she help you check on your marks and so on.”
“Oh yea, it’s my luck that I met them.”
“You did well in your exam, well done.”
“Thanks Mr. Warren!”
I couldn’t think of anything to say, so just staring at each other and smile; I recall that he’s eyes were turning into red (like cried before) so…or lack of sleep, might be. Before I ciao I look at him again and wish him, enjoy your day, Mr. Warren. “Sure!” he replied.
Although I would not see him again (maybe somewhere around Pj) but sure would not be in KDU. Erm…I think Fishtail do miss his coffee buddy much where they usually sat at the cafeteria chit chatting about some world war I / II thingy (if I’m not mistaken. Sorry, I didn’t mean to overhear).
He’s also a freelance author and did publish few books. Looking after mother, only the book I owned of all his collection. The book was about caring and loves towards the elderly parents, was a true story which Fishtail shared. Is quite touching also…if you’re interested could borrow it from me…. (Don’t ya know my contact number?) I’m not trying to promote it but just a book where many of us should know deeply where our parents getting old and older, might get to know what they want from us too….
At last, to Fishtail, hope you had a great time with all your students and others lecturer (especially your coffee buddy)…just all the best and bless you. KEEP ON BLOGGING!!!
I do believe that people do need rest so they could keep on going the way which they had chosen.
By,
PP.
Fishtail.
Just reach home then I took a bath, as usual. Rest awhile since tomorrow got no exam so just chill around…still got no nothing to do so I went online. The first thing I do of course visit my blog; check whether is there anyone commenting about my blog.
Once the title of my blog pops up I hurry click on the comment link (can’t wait to see people’s comment). Is kind of sad, I saw fishtail’s comment mentioning about he’s been told ….I could feel that how much he loves his job by teaching his students about the history / moral and so on (Something he know well). Of course we, as a student did enjoy the class much and feel comfortable in the way he teach…just relax and no rush for assignment!!!
But it’s going to end soon…when is the last time I talk to fishtail face-to-face? Erm...just few days ago in the office where he was sitting besides Ms. Peggy (I remember that the table were used to label part- time). He was checking the marking scheme for Malaysian Studies and he saw me.
“PP, how good your friend is, she help you check on your marks and so on.”
“Oh yea, it’s my luck that I met them.”
“You did well in your exam, well done.”
“Thanks Mr. Warren!”
I couldn’t think of anything to say, so just staring at each other and smile; I recall that he’s eyes were turning into red (like cried before) so…or lack of sleep, might be. Before I ciao I look at him again and wish him, enjoy your day, Mr. Warren. “Sure!” he replied.
Although I would not see him again (maybe somewhere around Pj) but sure would not be in KDU. Erm…I think Fishtail do miss his coffee buddy much where they usually sat at the cafeteria chit chatting about some world war I / II thingy (if I’m not mistaken. Sorry, I didn’t mean to overhear).
He’s also a freelance author and did publish few books. Looking after mother, only the book I owned of all his collection. The book was about caring and loves towards the elderly parents, was a true story which Fishtail shared. Is quite touching also…if you’re interested could borrow it from me…. (Don’t ya know my contact number?) I’m not trying to promote it but just a book where many of us should know deeply where our parents getting old and older, might get to know what they want from us too….
At last, to Fishtail, hope you had a great time with all your students and others lecturer (especially your coffee buddy)…just all the best and bless you. KEEP ON BLOGGING!!!
I do believe that people do need rest so they could keep on going the way which they had chosen.
By,
PP.
Memory of you…
Dedicate to Teka,
A tortoise bought from 1 Utama pet shop on October (think so)…
Has passed away today in its own house (aquarium) or the owner’s (Neik) house –around 8.30pm (not sure) because the owners just inform me the news…
Its age around few months…
Hope its rest in peace…
We all love ya…
You’ll never be forgotten…
A friend of your owner,
Pet lovers...(only for tortoise)
(P/s: to Turqui, hope you stay in healthy.
Bless you!!!)
Dedicate to Teka,
A tortoise bought from 1 Utama pet shop on October (think so)…
Has passed away today in its own house (aquarium) or the owner’s (Neik) house –around 8.30pm (not sure) because the owners just inform me the news…
Its age around few months…
Hope its rest in peace…
We all love ya…
You’ll never be forgotten…
A friend of your owner,
Pet lovers...(only for tortoise)
(P/s: to Turqui, hope you stay in healthy.
Bless you!!!)
When I was standard 2 (about going to standard 3), my parents transfer me from SRJK (C) Lai Meng to SRJK (C) Chi Man, Sentul because of their conveniences for working. That’s fine; at that time transferring to another school was a fun and exciting things to me because, you know when people are young and they never think about what was going to happen next…j~u~s~t relax and sure there will be a way to overcome the problem so on. The first day I was in SRJK (C) Chi Man, my parents were with me to see around the school’s facilities and so on; it was the first time and also the last time for them to visit me in school (except parent’s day). Well, the first day in the new school, my impression towards it was huge and strange to me in a way where pupils there stare at me like I’m a ‘weirdo’, then I stepped in the headmaster’s office, we done the procedure then they assigned me (classroom) where to - 3H…Last class of the standard 3 (Ha-ha after a year studying there only I knew). That’s fine!
“Boys and girls, here’s your new classmate, *** (name) and she will sit with….” I recall. Erm…I’m not going to tell you what’d happened in standard 3 yet I’m going to tell you how I met this friend, Yy – a boy whom I used to eye on ??? Because of his feature and the way he spoke and so on just look like Japanese (What a surprise he’s a Malaysian – disappointed about that) and that attracted me at first sight, you know, the open school day sure the teacher will ask the pupils to introduce themselves towards the whole classmate, at that time I spotted him. Ha-ha…seems like I’m not going to school for academic yet for eyeing on others, what a joker I used to be!!! Standard 5, I used to teach him on cross-stitch for art class and standard 6 I sat with him for a year; we learn Tae-Kwan-Do together which a compulsory class is for all the pupils. Cut off the crap, and then we move from ordinary friend – good friend – and best friend. This friendship last very long until the day we graduate. After the graduation, we never call and talk to each other. Just once in awhile heard some news from my friend that he’s studying in Independence Chong Hwa high school, he shifted to another place and so on (sort of mystery after few months later, I had never ever heard from him, same things happen towards my friend).
(Counted with fingers) 1, 2, 3….is been 6 years we didn’t meet at all. What a coincident! Today after exam, “the family” suggested to have lunch in 1 Utama, Wong Kok. Okay…I don’t have any idea because I strained out my brain for the exam paper so caused me couldn’t think of any nice place to hang out so…final decision – 1 U! I spotted a guy once I entered the restaurant; he’s a trainee of the restaurant of course he served me. By the feature and the way he spoke, I’m sure I met an old friend here. I told Neik; the big bro of the family also known as JOKER that I’d met my primary schoolmate, the waiter who just served us…then I hurry messaged my friend, Jane (I met her since standard 4 and best friend also) and share the news with her.
“Hey, I think I saw Yy, he look cool and leng cai but I’m not sure whether is him or not?”
“Just ask and see whether who he is? If not then just pretend don’t know la…and continue your meal.”
“O.k.…let you know soon ya!”
I’m not daring to ask so…just leave it yea. I called for bill (he served also). After we paid and settle the payment, he came and asked,
“Are you from Chi Man?”
“You’re Yy right? If I’m not mistaken…”
“Yea…how are you….”
“Fine, what you doing now and where you studying?”….
After a small chit chat I get to know that he’s doing @#%* foundation in Sunway College and having holiday now and doing part time job here. He-he at last I knew that my intuition is very accurate and never miss anything that I used to see (but how come it does never helping me on academic?)
Dedicated to: Yy,
It is kind of surprise seeing you again and never thought that we’ll met at this kind of situation. I know that you’re doing your foundation and waiting for result so …just all the best to you and bless you, always.
Keep in touch ya.
By,
PP J
“Boys and girls, here’s your new classmate, *** (name) and she will sit with….” I recall. Erm…I’m not going to tell you what’d happened in standard 3 yet I’m going to tell you how I met this friend, Yy – a boy whom I used to eye on ??? Because of his feature and the way he spoke and so on just look like Japanese (What a surprise he’s a Malaysian – disappointed about that) and that attracted me at first sight, you know, the open school day sure the teacher will ask the pupils to introduce themselves towards the whole classmate, at that time I spotted him. Ha-ha…seems like I’m not going to school for academic yet for eyeing on others, what a joker I used to be!!! Standard 5, I used to teach him on cross-stitch for art class and standard 6 I sat with him for a year; we learn Tae-Kwan-Do together which a compulsory class is for all the pupils. Cut off the crap, and then we move from ordinary friend – good friend – and best friend. This friendship last very long until the day we graduate. After the graduation, we never call and talk to each other. Just once in awhile heard some news from my friend that he’s studying in Independence Chong Hwa high school, he shifted to another place and so on (sort of mystery after few months later, I had never ever heard from him, same things happen towards my friend).
(Counted with fingers) 1, 2, 3….is been 6 years we didn’t meet at all. What a coincident! Today after exam, “the family” suggested to have lunch in 1 Utama, Wong Kok. Okay…I don’t have any idea because I strained out my brain for the exam paper so caused me couldn’t think of any nice place to hang out so…final decision – 1 U! I spotted a guy once I entered the restaurant; he’s a trainee of the restaurant of course he served me. By the feature and the way he spoke, I’m sure I met an old friend here. I told Neik; the big bro of the family also known as JOKER that I’d met my primary schoolmate, the waiter who just served us…then I hurry messaged my friend, Jane (I met her since standard 4 and best friend also) and share the news with her.
“Hey, I think I saw Yy, he look cool and leng cai but I’m not sure whether is him or not?”
“Just ask and see whether who he is? If not then just pretend don’t know la…and continue your meal.”
“O.k.…let you know soon ya!”
I’m not daring to ask so…just leave it yea. I called for bill (he served also). After we paid and settle the payment, he came and asked,
“Are you from Chi Man?”
“You’re Yy right? If I’m not mistaken…”
“Yea…how are you….”
“Fine, what you doing now and where you studying?”….
After a small chit chat I get to know that he’s doing @#%* foundation in Sunway College and having holiday now and doing part time job here. He-he at last I knew that my intuition is very accurate and never miss anything that I used to see (but how come it does never helping me on academic?)
Dedicated to: Yy,
It is kind of surprise seeing you again and never thought that we’ll met at this kind of situation. I know that you’re doing your foundation and waiting for result so …just all the best to you and bless you, always.
Keep in touch ya.
By,
PP J
I woke up around 8.30am. I was in a hurry where I have to meet up my friends (the family, I used to called) at Kay’s house. I brushed up and rushed into the car, made a call to Kay just to inform her that I’ll be her house soon. I have an appointment with the Avenue studio, Cheras at 12pm to do some advertising recording things (for assignment). I left my house around 9am. While I’m on the way to Kay’s house, my phone rang,
“Hey, where are you? I’ll (Neik) be there soon with Chui Ling, no worries! (With the arrogant wording) See who reach 1st, okay?”
“Okay, I’m on the way too, just had to make a turn. Okay…see you soon.”
So far, I reached Kay’s house 1st, and where was Neik, the fellow? Oh no, after awhile my phone rang again.
“Hey now I’m at the police station headquarter nearby the 7-11 shoplifts, how to go Kay’s house?”
“Now I see, you’re lost pal. Okay, just stay wherever you are, I’m coming to lead you.”
Then Kay and I hurry rushed into my car and ready to lead them back to Kay’s house since I know the way well! Got them, spotted them and asked them to follow my car back to Kay’s house then we're ready to move on to the next destination, Cheras. From Jln Ipoh to Cheras just took us half an hour (around that time), then before we heading to our appointment, we all went to the burial place where our beloved and dearest friend, Eunice whom just passed away in October. As we had planned and wanted to visit her for long time ago.
I stopped at the car park there (the place has a spare car park) and thinking whether I should drive in my car all the way to search her place or just leave it at the car park lots? Just wanted to show some respect so we all decided, “let’s have some walk”, I said. We all get down to car and started to search where there are some Indian (grave diggers) doing their work and staring at us by showing their curious faces. Well, as fishtail said. Uneven place and mosquito lots there so I wore sport shoes, but I forgotten to inform Kay so caused her to suffer from the uneven place.
We spent almost 45 minutes to look for Eunice’s place. We asked some of the Indian whether which part of it is started from 8 and 4 digit number, they just said go further down there, is over there side. Well, just followed what they said, we walked further down even reached the end of the place. Some of them are very helpful; they even help us to search the place. Finally, we found it - is just at the right side of the car park where my car parked. We had made a turn in the burial place. We never complaint about how many “miles” we’ve been go through and mosquito…yet we take it as a pathway where connect us with her, Eunice, no matter how hard even though she has left us physically.
Grandma also has passed away because of cancer; I recall what I’d done with her while she’s still around. Her laughing, expression, the drama where we used to discuss… I thought of is there a thing call reincarnation, which means the person will be reborn again after they has passed away. Will it really happen where after a person left the world, she/ he will live in another world (where fishtail do believe in)? I’m not sure which one I do believe in more, yet just feel like death is waving it’s hand to us, because we’re growing older day by day. I’m not afraid of dying and so on. Just curious where we will be after all....and mo matter how hard we fought for life, still there's an end there.
“Hey, where are you? I’ll (Neik) be there soon with Chui Ling, no worries! (With the arrogant wording) See who reach 1st, okay?”
“Okay, I’m on the way too, just had to make a turn. Okay…see you soon.”
So far, I reached Kay’s house 1st, and where was Neik, the fellow? Oh no, after awhile my phone rang again.
“Hey now I’m at the police station headquarter nearby the 7-11 shoplifts, how to go Kay’s house?”
“Now I see, you’re lost pal. Okay, just stay wherever you are, I’m coming to lead you.”
Then Kay and I hurry rushed into my car and ready to lead them back to Kay’s house since I know the way well! Got them, spotted them and asked them to follow my car back to Kay’s house then we're ready to move on to the next destination, Cheras. From Jln Ipoh to Cheras just took us half an hour (around that time), then before we heading to our appointment, we all went to the burial place where our beloved and dearest friend, Eunice whom just passed away in October. As we had planned and wanted to visit her for long time ago.
I stopped at the car park there (the place has a spare car park) and thinking whether I should drive in my car all the way to search her place or just leave it at the car park lots? Just wanted to show some respect so we all decided, “let’s have some walk”, I said. We all get down to car and started to search where there are some Indian (grave diggers) doing their work and staring at us by showing their curious faces. Well, as fishtail said. Uneven place and mosquito lots there so I wore sport shoes, but I forgotten to inform Kay so caused her to suffer from the uneven place.
We spent almost 45 minutes to look for Eunice’s place. We asked some of the Indian whether which part of it is started from 8 and 4 digit number, they just said go further down there, is over there side. Well, just followed what they said, we walked further down even reached the end of the place. Some of them are very helpful; they even help us to search the place. Finally, we found it - is just at the right side of the car park where my car parked. We had made a turn in the burial place. We never complaint about how many “miles” we’ve been go through and mosquito…yet we take it as a pathway where connect us with her, Eunice, no matter how hard even though she has left us physically.
Grandma also has passed away because of cancer; I recall what I’d done with her while she’s still around. Her laughing, expression, the drama where we used to discuss… I thought of is there a thing call reincarnation, which means the person will be reborn again after they has passed away. Will it really happen where after a person left the world, she/ he will live in another world (where fishtail do believe in)? I’m not sure which one I do believe in more, yet just feel like death is waving it’s hand to us, because we’re growing older day by day. I’m not afraid of dying and so on. Just curious where we will be after all....and mo matter how hard we fought for life, still there's an end there.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)