I gain I lost.

Christmas is coming all of us will be busying around decorating our own house by putting Christmas tree and so on. Even walked on the street I also could feel that Santa clause is coming to town. Yet it also represent that this year is going to end soon. What had I done through the year?

I gain and I lost. What I gain? I gain a nice sweet memories where I’d been chosen to National Service and stayed up for 3 months living with strangers and became close friends. A life experience that I would never ever could forget. Catherine, a girl I met in camp, she taught me lots of thing and would share everything with me. Thanks girl! After camp ends, 2 weeks time I have to settle my college stuff and wondering which college I enrolled. Then I choose, KDU.
First day, in college my parents send me there I almost late for classes because I could not find out where the class is. So then, I met Kavita. She was the 1st person I met in college and I talk to. Then Evon, Vicky….then the “family”. The first semester we all get to know each other well and lots of good memories. Of course, during semester break “the family” planned going Genting just to have fun and so on. Okay…we went and some conflict did happened among us, after the trip we separated into 2 gang yet I still called all of us “the family”. Though we all pretend that nothing happened during the trip and wondering what had happened caused we spilt into 2...just reluctant to think

Then, Eunice’s birthday. Ai wee, Neik, Kavita, Chon Ho, Alex and I busying shopping just to get a present for the birthday, and we got her present - heels. After a month of her birth, a news spread through the March intake where Eunice suffered from dengue caused her warded. “The family” worried, Neik called to her house and ask about her condition, she’s fine (what a good news to all of us) yet we plan to visit her in the hospital. Things seems going fine but that night we received a news that she had passed away…

All of us were sad, we gathered together and get care for her then we all went to her funeral. Lots of her friends turned out. As they said, she’s an angel, kind helpful and so on. And yes…she was a beautiful angel!!! I lost two friends, the other caused of accident….I take it as a challenge where I have go through and be strong just like others did. I feel numb where I received the news from my mom, she told that grandma had passed away. All of a sudden, this wasn’t a good year to me. People left me away….I totally lost them…

People just have to forget what they did in the past, no matter happiness or sadness. Life still go on. We could not stop half in the way, others will push you and keep reminding you MOVE ON, this was not the place you suppose to stop at! Where’s my station??? Death will end this all…it will bring away my gain and lost; sadness and happiness along.



2006 coming, a brand new year. Life goes on, back to college as usual….