I'm Fine By now.

actually, i did really mad la,
by the way, Everyone will COMPLAIN not juz me~
but is ok, coz i juz complain this ~

how will you think if you invite 10 person, then almost 10 person don't want to come?
and even didn't reply me?
i really damn mad u know.
but b4 that, is Dissapointed.

I really won't make any again~
u guys wouldn't know how much i'm dissapointed.
and i did cry b4 the day of my party,
coz no one are participate in,
who will know how do i feel ?

but i try to tell myself, this is not the 1st time betrayted by my frens,
so what for so sad???
but i juz can't control myself and juz cry.
no one knows, if i didnt tell , u guys also wouldn't know.

really upset.
by the way, i'm not wish to celebrate anything now~
coz everything is end.
and i really "Kang Ju" to do such thing anymore~
but i think u guys wouldn't know why.
i juz don't wish to.
i didn't complain ... but juz tell out how am i feel.

i'm really dissapointed to all of them.
but not u guys.
nvm...

no need to force themselve to remember who am i.
i'm juz a stranger in their life.
maybe just passby, so they don't even try to remember me.
evethough i do send sms to them, juz 2 reply.
the others?
what am i?
wonder.

i'm juz don't 1... anymore.
no once...

by,
fennel