I don’t know why it seems like lot of things kept happening to my friends, family and so on even the weather nowadays also acting abnormal. I kept hearing form my mom saying her friend’s daughter suffered from breast cancer, my aunt as well. Then, previous was my friend suffered from leukemia… all these show human was so weak and so fragile. What can I do is just “oh…that’s too bad!”, “uh? How could this happen?”… Some even don’t bother what they heard about it, true! Because there is nothing they/we can do. Just I felt sympathy and sorry…life’s so pathetic! When grandma passed away, there are some ceremonies going on. My parent, aunties and uncles all were just normal I couldn’t feel some sort of sadness among them. They take it peacefully… because they do believe that a ma (grandma) goes peacefully so need not to be sad. At least there’s the last thing we can do for a ma, be happy always and take good care ourselves. But then, I’m very touched when I saw dad cried coming out from a ma’s room on the last day of funeral (where all the son/daughter have to clean up the dead’s face) so called the last moment with their beloved ones. I’ve never seen dad cry before 19 years I am now, even on a gong’s (grandpa) funeral. It was the first time also the last time, I believe.

Remember the bird nest that I told last time? Now they are back with their new born babies…

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