Mom had wedding feast so just left me and dad at home. Around 7.30pm we left the house and sent mom to grandma house just for her to meet aunties and go together (dad was invited also yet he does not feel like going so mom forced to go alone...nah...Still got her sisters there what…no bad.) Then, dad kind of pissed off because traffic jam and he was freaking hungry.

First of all, I’m more close to my mom (same thing goes to my bothers) and hardly got same topic to chat with my dad. Really hard time to go…just only two of us in the car, freaking hostile.

“Where to go?”
“Chicken rice in Pudu.” Deciding where to have dinner.

“Go there and get toothpicks for me.”
“O!” After meal.

What a surprise, dad met his old friend and chit chat awhile. Just awhile, I counted this is the shortest conversation that he ever had made. He has create a new record hehe…

“Wanted to eat ‘char siu pau’, later you go down and get it okay?”
“O! How many you want?”
“Get 10, for tomorrow breakfast .”
“O!” On the way back home.

Settle the things then straightaway drove back home. Oh my god I was praying inside my heart do not ever try this again. Is really weird where both of us walking together without talking to each other even inside the car. (Is different sometimes, we chat about cars and shopping stuff where mom was WITH US but no when mom was not in.) Then, people stared at me like some weirdo walking down the street or got some dirty things on my face, shirt or else.
“Oh my god…I’m her daughter la, what are you looking at?”
“Can’t you see we look alike as father and daughter?”
Wanted to shout it out loud yet I’m not so daring to say it.

As I counted, both of us only spoke for 8 sentences more or less for the night. Nothing much…could not imagine if life without mom – bored and I’m sure I’ll never learn how to spoke.

*Arg….sometimes really don’t feel like going out. Even you sitting inside the car, people still will stare at you. I’m sure I’m okay with my eyes in fact they should check their own la. I told my mom so many times about this, she just says “ignore it la, how would you know if you don’t look at them they are staring at you and who started to look at each other first?” Oh my god…what’s wrong with the people…..*

By,
PP.